8. Notes - giving up?

       Mid-afternoon. You are facing east by northeast at Shale Hollow Park off National Highway, Route 23 in Lewis Center, sitting in the car waiting for Carol to finish her walk. - Amorella

       You and Carol were watching the Rachel Maddow Show and turned it off about ten minutes into Laurence O’Donnell. - Amorella

       2210 hours. I am tired of listening to the news. I am tired of the propaganda. 

       Why do you not doubt that these political/religious/social scenarios will continue while you do doubt the basic scenarios in your heartansoulanmind? - Amorella

       2216 hours. I see a construct of how the world is via world history and human behavior present. I try to invent a construct of heartansoulanmind in order to better understand what our species is in terms of positive potential but I see us basically still ruled by our fears. If we do not adjust to our fears we are less likely to survive both personally and collectively. Trump is good at manipulating human social fears and focused hates to his advantage. He is good at manipulating the media marketplace, creating a smokescreen, a plausible 1984 setting. Question everything until you just give it up to indifference. 

       Isn't this what you are doing to yourself, giving up by doubting on who and what you are, on your personal humanity? Post. - Amorella