36. Notes - more real

16 January 2019

       You have been out of sorts today, uncomfortable hemorrhoids-like symptoms since mid-morning. Carol and Linda had their hair done at Kenneth's near Polaris this morning, had lunch and walked the mall. You watched the first episode of "Project Bluebook" on the History Channel and had cereal for lunch. - Amorella

       2127 hours. I still have my interest in UFO's and Project Bluebook. I will continue watching the series, but this is not the blog for it. I am more interested in 'collective souls' and wonder why my heart and mind do not pay more attention to the soul?

       My heart says, "Your earthly passion."

       My mind says, "Your earthly curiosity."

       You do not see the soul as your own. - Amorella

       2143 hours. I do not see the soul as my own because once a couple or three decades ago, in a flash of vision I saw my soul (in the icon of a white pigeon or a dove fly up and away from my body and felt another 'older, more experienced soul' take its place. It felt real enough in my mind and heart and it was a readily accepted fate by my original soul at the time. That is the sense of it. More on that specific subjective experience is in the older Encounters in Mind blog.

       2200 hours. In either case I do not claim any soul as my own. I see it as a gift of a Higher Spiritual Nature. It is a gift we all have. We could not plausibly survive physical death without it and our hearts and our minds. This is my sense of such things, but I cannot know such as an objective scientific fact. Perhaps any soul is a collection of loved ones.

       A soul is a collection of loved ones? Driven or held by love or compassion? - Amorella

       2212 hours. I have never thought such a thing before. You spring such questions by something just now considered (at least just now consciously considered)? It is a thought, that is all. 

       And, boy, what if you are just a thought also? - Amorella

       2217 hours. I am real, Amorella, and in a just sense, more real than you are. 

                               Post. - Amorella