191. Notes - This is my first day of school.

191. 18/19 August 2019

       Mid-evening. You have spent some time reading the Scapple Manual and are finding it too difficult to use simply. Drop it. - Amorella

       2220 hours. Quite embarrassing. Old dog and new tricks syndrome. 

       You tried several more apps only to find similar problems. Perhaps we could use inventive outlining? - Amorella

19 August 2019

       You awoke a little before five with the word, "[sentence]diagramming" in your head the returned to sleep. You awoke again a little before seven with the words "diagramming Soul" before having breakfast and reading the paper with "Morning Joe" in the background. - Amorella

       0756 hours. Sentence diagramming is a bit like "Mind Mapping" plus it digs into the heart of language and the communication of thought. Diagramming Soul is, in my mind, allowing me to better understand 'Soul Thought' which I assume is on a deeper level than human thought and I might learn subtle differences from it to use in English for better translating on my part, although I recognize this is probably not the case sense Amorella is already doing the translating from Soul to English. I just like learning stuff even if it is entirely experimental thinking/writing on my part. 

       Look for a sentence diagramming app. - Amorella

       Mr. Orndorff, you like to 'shovel' long before finding a shovel to dig with. - mh

       0814 hours. Ms Havisham, you sound like one the smartest persons who was ever in my classroom. The only reaction I would have had is to stand up front and laugh at myself out loud and throw my hands in the air with knowing humor and with, "Touché" in acknowledgement.

       Post. - Amorella

      Update the posts, orndorff. You are ready. - Amorella

       0824 hours. (with a sheepish smile) You are right. I am, thanks to Ms Havisham's 'dig'.

        You don't seem to be having any luck with the mind mapping and diagramming. Since I'm the one you want to learn to communicate better with, then perhaps I should be the one you should be talking to. I don't need mind mapping or diagramming, thank you very much. I can fend for myself when it comes to communication with 'my' present heartanmind. - mh

       You still need a translator, Ms Havisham. - Amorella

       Yes, of course, Amorella. Sorry. - mh

       1040 hours. It's Amorella's classroom, being polite and respectful are her rules.

       Being mindful is a good addition, orndorff. - Amorella

       1044 hours. Yes Ma'am, thank you. 

       You have errands to run. Later. - Amorella

       You are waiting for Carol outside Hallmark on Polaris, and you are getting comfortable with the classroom setting since you worked in one for thirty-seven years and more. - Amorella

       1122 hours. I am ever thankful for this, Amorella. 

       I know how thankful you are young man -- it is in the wordless category so superlatives are really not necessary. - Amorella

       1155 hours. My heart is suddenly filled with the concept that for me my classroom settings were filled with very special students, my students (in those times). They have all moved on, as have all of us, but I treasure those times -- I never knew which I loved more, my subject area or my students --I just now realize I love both the same. You can't have one without the other. 

       Wipe those warm tears, Mr. Orndorff. We all have more moving on to do. - Ms Havisham

       1203 hours. I am alone in the house presently, Carol is out working in the yard. I still feel embarrassed for shedding tears. 

       No one is alone, orndorff, no matter what they think or feel. Let's take a break. - Amorella       

       Afternoon. You are in the shade facing south at Shale Hollow Park looking at a shale hill surrounded and covered with taller trees with various sized girth. You each had a Kroger's apple spiced cookie for a snack and water with ice. Carol is on Chapter Sixty-One of The House of Secrets. Here's where we were, but edited.

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       `You are catching onto the 'rabbit hole'. The process of reading is deconstructed to series of seemingly unordered conditions. These unordered conditionals (Hot, Wet, Cold and Dry) are the roots, as it were, of each of the four Qualities: Fire, Air, Water and Earth.  - Amorella

       I assume for clarification that there is an ultimate Hot and an ultimate Dry.Suppose we have a pipe that has the water and air bubbles mixed, the condition of the water may be warm, neither too hot nor too cold for human spiritual comfort. If it were too hot, the water might boil the air out. If it were too cold the water would be frozen with air bubbles contained within the spiritual-like ice. 

       This concept can work here. - Amorella

From Note 190.

       

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       There is no pipe. This is the Medium in the human oriented Spirit World. The Medium contains the spiritual Qualities: Fire, Air, Water and Earth; and their separate Conditionals: Hot, Wet, Cold and Dry. The spiritual weather-like conditions are seemingly arbitrary and at times seemingly impassioned, but when the winds whisper quietly, the spirits can steer about. Those human or human-like held souls hear an inner spirit or two from time to time through me, a soul. These sounds picked up by such spirits are accidental and seemingly arbitrary; whisperings both with and without reasoning, as if from the Inner Churnings themselves. Humans would call this seemingly Whole Kernel, Chaos, but Souls know better. Whisperings can be full of a chattering of letter-like sounds -- and once in a while -- a word or two is picked up from a heartanmind protected within the metaphysical shell of a soul such as I. The spiritual human heartanmind inevitably begins to wonder. -mh

       Enough for now. Any questions, orndorff? - Amorella

       1445 hours. Ms. Havisham is writing above on an 8th Grade reading level according to Flesch-Kincaid and with a Flesch reading ease level of 59.5. Ms Havisham, do you know any more about the Churnings and other spiritual environs within the Churnings?

       Not at this time, Mr. Orndorff. This is a story for you not for me, I am the story teller here. - mh

       1458 hours. Again, a sly reference to the "Rabbit Hole".

       See this as you wish it were, orndorff. Later. Post when applicable. - Amorella

       You had supper at BiBiBop. You arrived in time to get a table (your main concern almost always at BiBiBop). -- As for Fate and Free Will, let the two play themselves out. You personally don't really want to know. If Fate wins out then what then of the fiction, Free Will? If Free Will wins out then what then of the fiction, Fate? I remember once, I said to you, "Careful what you wish for?" Now, how does that play into the arms of Fate? And, how does that also play into the hands of Free Will? - Amorella

       1802 hours. For now, I'll stick with irony and humor being the Forces behind the Curtain over either Fate or Free Will. 

       Good choice on using the lower case. Sometimes you are wiser than your young years, other times not so much as a Fool. - Amorella

       1812 hours. I think I'm done for the day, at least for a few hours. This project is really interesting. Today was just like a good day at school from my perspective. I like it very much so far.

       Good. Post. - Amorella

       Bye for now, Mr. Orndorff. Learning is always fun and/or rewarding from my perspective too. mh

       

       1820 hours. I would like to learn more about your perspective also, Ms Havisham. In my fictional stories I've 'talked' with angels and human-like aliens of very small dimension in size but not in supposed intellect. You are easier to talk to because you know me better, and you comfort and protect me deep down; or rather, I know that you have protected me and I feel you are protective of me now. You are an interesting spiritual Being, and strangely so; you are not human, yet, in here, in this blog, I am not human without you.  (1832)

       2141 hours. Today begins a new chapter from my perspective because I feel I attended my first day in a new classroom. This classroom, which is open to the public, is within. This classroom is in all of us because we are human beings with spiritual heartsansoulsanminds. Beyond the chemistry, biology and physics, we have spiritual heartsansoulsanminds; our individual human spirits. I am sharing mine through my heartansoulanmind and my body, my brain, my imagination, and especially my fingertips. This is not typical experimental writing for me. This is who I am, a student of the question: what it is to be a human being. - rho

     I, the Amorella, concur. I am his Teacher and he is my student.