192. Notes - self-knowledge

192. 20 August 2019

        You are watching a beautiful orange Halloween-like sunset out your bedroom window from your black chair. Spooky is watching also. - Amorella

       2048 hours. Very funny, Amorella. It is true though - very much Halloween-like, and it would be if the temperature were lower; it is still 80 degrees according to my watch. In October it would be about 40 degrees cooler this time of day according to "Hey, Google".  The Living have a sense of 'spooky' things from time to time. Ms Havisham, how do you deal with this sort of event when the spiritual heartanmind feel or sense a spooky event - the kind that sends shivers up the spine? For instance, in my life I have had several incidences where I felt a presence in the room with me, seemingly another spirit. I recorded such events from time to time in the Encounters in Mind blog.

       

       You erased Ms Havisham's response because she did not properly respond to your question. The reason she did not respond properly is because an unconscious human 'intent' on your part led the question. The problem arose because, without intent, I suggested the Halloween-like sunset, the 'black' in chair further defined Halloween as did the name "Spooky" the black cat with yellow eyes. Ms Havisham first acknowledged that you have witnessed several 'spooky' event throughout your life. She wondered on the underlying intent of the question and her response because she sensed a shift of your thought to your memories of said events. Memories may not have full context. This is what it is to be human - not enough factual data available in the subjective realm of self-knowledge. - Amorella

       2137 hours. Ms Havisham, how do you deal with this problem of lack of factual memory available in the subjective realm of one's inner self knowledge?

       I wait patiently while the spiritual heartanmind resolves the problem of lack of factual memory when one is self-reflecting on herorhis life. Context is the problem because conscious living continues after every event or relationship until physical death. Context moves on with the moment immediate events do not, they become past events, past events are less real than present but the past reality affects the present because it was once real. This is never-ending throughout life. Life is a conditional reality which is not the same thing as a factual reality. - mh

       2152 hours. Are you saying human beings are a conditional reality?

       Subjectively, in self-reflection, yes. This is the spiritual side, the self-reflecting side. Externally, it is how one relates with others that becomes one's spiritual mirror, a kind of empathy in reverse. - mh

       Enough for tonight, orndorff. Post. - Amorella

       2220 hours. So, it is not how one sees himself it is how others see him?

       It is after one self-reflects and empathizes with how others see oneself that one can glean on who sheorhe is. That is this soul's suggestion for yourself, Mr. Orndorff. - mh