105. Notes - truer words

105. 27 April 2019

       After noon on Saturday. You are facing east at Heritage Park. Carol is on her walk. Yesterday, you and Carol drove to Mason for an errand and stopped and saw Amy K. for a short while before a large New York supreme at Two Cities Pizza. You also discussed cars and decided on keeping the old Honda and trading in the Avalon for a new one with all the safety features. - Amorella

       1252 hours. Sunny presently but a cool and windy day. We were excited (first time) to see four healthy deer strolling about the backyard this morning. -- On another note, I feel badly about interrupting the Miss Havisham translation a couple of days ago. First time I remember a glitch. 

       The heart is not restrained from emotion such as those few poetic lines in Dante's Inferno. - Amorella

       1301 hours. There was a time many years ago I would have felt terror writing such script. I would have thought my demons would be coming to get my mind. 

       In even earlier days you thought those demons were coming to get your heartanmind. - Amorella

       1402 hours. My initial adult anxieties go back to reading Blatty's The Exorcist when it first came out. 

       You 'felt and saw' evidence of an evil presence in the house when you lived at 800 Majken Place in Mason. - Amorella

       1407 hours. Thanks for reminding me. 

       Your sarcasm is understood, but it is without the like spiritual anxieties of those days. - Amorella

       1409 hours. I have changed attitudes on such things. I realize it was and is mostly my darker imagination plus my ability to be confused on what my reality of what the supernatural really is. As Milton wrote in Canto I of Paradise Lost: "The mind is its own place and in itself, can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven." Besides I concluded, if there really were bad Angels then it would stand to reason there would be good Angels too, and I would rather side with the good ones. You, Amorella, fit my bill of what a good Angel would be if one existed. 

       So, I may be then, a personified ideal of what you consider a good Angel and as there was none around as far as you could see, you made me up to compensated. - Amorella

       1431 hours. As an agnostic through and through, I have no choice. My intuition senses G-D is a reality; though not perhaps as we earthlings or any other 'soul-oriented' species might have come to 'view' G-D. 

       You would spiritually stand before a real Angel or facsimile of one or G-D and declare this heartansoulanmind? - Amorella

       Richard would because he doesn't know any better. - mh

       1438 hours. Thank you, Miss Havisham, truer words were never stated. 

       

       Post. - Amorella