106. Notes - such is the poetic irony

106. 28 April 2019

       Later afternoon. The bright sun is reflecting off the young green leaves of bushes and trees alike as you face west at Westerville's Heritage Park, north. Behind you is the picnic shelter and playground beyond it south is one of the soccer fields. Carol is on page 327 of Corbin's Don't Let Go. - Amorella

       1640 hours. Yesterday, Miss Havisham said, "Richard would because he doesn't know any better." I took this statement to mean that I don't know anything better to say in response to me declaring before a real Angel or G-D that via intuition, and a past first-hand experience or two, that G-D is a reality. The statement could mean though that orndorff, being ignorant of the 'Truth in Context' that as far as humanly plausible, orndorff feels G-D is a reality (though he would not go around proclaiming it to the masses because it is a private spiritual feeling not an evangelical one. So, Miss Havisham how can you, my proclaimed soul, enlighten me about this from your perspective. 

       What you really mean to ask here is what do you know from my experiences and intuition on the subject of G-D or Angels that I don't know as my heartansoulanmind experienced the same thing I did? mh

       1655 hours. Yes, I'll accept what you say above because honestly it feels a more direct and honest question. 

       Much of your 'flash-thinking' in "Encounters in Mind" and in "Encounters in Spirit" is intuitive. Let's set a definition here. - mh

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intuitive - adjective - an intuitive grasp of the truth: instinctive, instinctual; innate, inborn, inherent, natural, congenital; unconscious, subconscious, right-brained, involuntary, visceral; informal gut.

Selected and edited from the Oxford/American software

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       The descriptive word for "intuitive" that best fits here is "visceral"; meaning, deep down or deep seated. I choose the word "visceral" because I trace it first-in-your-thought from the mind to the heartansoul to the soul. It cannot go further deep in your spiritual consciousness. Your spiritual drama of standing before an Angel of G-D or G-D returns to the drama you understood in the biography of Martin Luther [traditionally] says at his conclusion of the Diet of Worms court proceedings on the Protestant Reformation: "Here I stand, I can do no other. -- God help me. Amen."

This private spiritual consciousness of yours is, in your humanity, the same though the circumstances obviously for you are far different as you see it. Your private spiritual court, your human spirit, your heartansoulanmind, has no choice. 

       To remain who you are in your spiritual sense before an Angel of G-D or G-D, this is who you are as a human being (warts and all). Your heartanmind has no choice in the decision and thus I, your soul, has no choice either. This will not change, this cannot be struck down. It is a spiritual truth. It is as each woman and man has her/his own defined spiritual truth first, before all other truths. 

       

       Existentially, whether an Angel of G-D exists or not, whether G-D exist or not, has no bearing here. As a spiritual entity, you exist as you do because you have a human spirit as does every other living human being comes to have -- herorhis own spiritual existence in life. mh

       1735 hours. This appears an absolute private proclamation in a world where nothing much else is absolute. 

       This is what humanity is, boy, absolute. - Amorella

       1738 hours. As is, alas, I have no choice but to question humanities' absoluteness. 

       Such is the poetic irony. Such is what it is to be a human being. Post. - Amorella