Monday, April 1, 2019

81. Notes - thank you, Amorella


81. 1 April 2019

       Reading the Columbus Dispatch this morning you saw that Jean P.-S. died the 29th of March. You asked her to marry on Christmas vacation many years ago and she said to wait for her response. You drastically changed your mind a couple months later after realizing you weren't really mature enough for marriage at that time.

       No regrets but the stupid arrogance and impoliteness on my part. Jeanie was always smarter, wiser and much more community service oriented. In 2014, Sandy J-Z, a dear friend of hers mentioned her to me via Facebook. I humbly apologized for my childish actions. Sandy relayed that I had been forgiven. I felt relieved, but still feel foolish and very selfish and childish in those actions of mine so long ago. Still, the once strong friendship and dear friendship weighs on my heart. I am sorry she has passed. May she rest in peace. 

       Jean had a good life marrying another, having and raising two children and in teaching professionally. She would want you to rest in peace too. Post. - Amorella

      1303 hours. Thank you for the thought, Amorella. 

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