176. Notes - draft and questions

176. 31 July 2019

       Mid-afternoon. You are at the south end of Heritage Park facing the depth woods on the west with the practice soccer fields behind you. Carol is reading early on in The House of Secrets by Brad Meltzer. The purpose of this exercise of reading over material that relates to metaphysics and science and souls is to allow Ms Havisham to have a say on human interpretations of such. Do you have a comment before we begin, Ms Havisham? - Amorella

       Note: Ms Havisham's commentary below is slightly edited and further clarified and in tomorrow's Note 177. Consider this a first draft. - Amorella

       Long ago human beings incorporated words to better describe their feelings on personally observed feelings and events, some circumstances were in a spiritual twist. Out of a variety of seemingly, at first, supernatural events there arose reasoning for explanation, i.e. stories. 

       Gods and Goddesses in control with ghosts and goblins closer to the earthlings themselves. What could be closer than the human heartanmind in an imaginary twist along with the spiritual? Witnessing a seemingly supernatural (out of the ordinary) event comes first. As no earthling arrives and survives in a vacuum, culture, conjecture and belief were in a general reply to the relatively unseen, although felt, spiritual. 

       Why? Because the sense of the spiritual is embedded within the human psyche. It is embedded in the human emotional heart and intellectual mind because of the soul; one of which I, Ms Havisham, am (within linguistic personification of course). 

       People feel their own souls from time to time, one usual observation witnessed is that the speaker, generally with an unannounced tear in the eye, slightly bows her or his head in anguish or delight and implies or says something such: "I have no words." 

       This is not science, this is human. When people feel they are stringently aware of their own soul’s consciousness flounders in the mystery of how this can be, that they cannot speak without hesitation or not at all in such a highly intimate moment of self-reckoning. 

       The soul bursts forth within a sacred solitude of understanding an immediate truth. The material world and the spiritual are forever married while in a living quantum-like thinking consciousness of being and not-being at the same time. This is not a miracle, it is an existence of self and other existing selves in the physical world.

       Quantum-like thinking is not science. Thought cannot be measured except within its grammar and vocabulary. Human consciousness exists to convey thought. Animals also have a consciousness that cannot be fully measured. Reasoned thought is a spiritual substance. Without it, one cannot know what or who she or he is. In here, in this blog story, this is a greater philosophical truth as a soul such as myself sees and understands it. 

       You do not have to agree. You have not been a soul whole and empty, you humans are heart and mind. You name things. You have grammar and subjects and predicates. You name yourselves and persons and places and things and being. 

       The closest thing a soul is is to be named, in science-like fashion, is the working pronoun, "I". If you want to imagine this twist-in-a-spirit, name yourself 'I' and see the spiritual world more like I see myself. 

       Imagine the consciousness of being a pronoun not a noun, verb, adjective, adverb, preposition, conjunction or interjection. - mh

       Ms Havisham in five hundred words or less. Hey, orndorff, what do you think of that? - Amorella

       1726 hours. Four hundred and sixty-four words according to a Microsoft word count. That's the science. The thought -- much of it is between the lines, invisible and unmeasurable. I have not thought on thought being spiritual in and of itself because words used reasonably have to take me there. Thought may be seen spiritual in design but thought is not sacred. In fact, thought can be downright profane. 

       Post. - Amorella