140. Notes - this latter direction of conversation

140. 4 June 2019

       Later morning. You are facing east in the shade at Heritage Park. Carol is on her walk. In a bit you will be picking up the Avalon from Columbus Audio on Morse Road. There are three small bubbles they are fixing on the front-end protective shield. With the first fill-up the car only had 36.2 miles per gallon; used 10.4 gallons from a 13.2 gallon tank. Needless to say, you are more than a bit disappointed. So, you dropped the gear mode to 'economy' rather than 'normal' drive and await to see if it makes a difference. - Amorella

       1035 hours. The old Avalon was getting 37 m/g. I expected at least 40 m/g overall it is advertised new with 43.0; plus, the huge discrepancy from the 50 and 60 m/g registering on the car's computer on the shorter ranged trips to downtown Columbus and out to Delaware city on that first 471 miles. 

       You see Carol through the trees returning on the other side of the soccer/lacrosse practice field loop. - Amorella

       1045 hours. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful wife. I would be in a different, not so fortunate world without her near silent guidance, all these fifty plus years. 

       Late evening. You are fortunate. You survived your birth. - Amorella

       2226 hours.  That was blunt and to the point, but yes, after some thought, I agree. I am fortunate I survived. (2237)

       Amorella struck a chord that is unanswerable, and it appears to have been with intent. Mr. Orndorff cannot know he is fortunate because he survived. What was the alternative? And, how would that have been unfortunate for Mr. Orndorff alone? It is an unfair statement. What was the purpose of the statement? - mh

       The purpose was to draw you out, Miss Havisham. Orndorff needs to realize what you do, how you affect and effect his life in very discreet and indirect ways. - Amorella

       2248 hours. Is this true, Miss Havisham, and if it is true, is it also true of everyone's individual soul, that the soul discreetly and indirectly affects and effects everyone's life? 

       We souls protect and help to guide the heartanmind through the path the individual chooses to live. Free will wins out however. Sometimes protecting the heartanmind opens doors for unintended free will. Sometimes accidents happen through overprotection. Anyone who has been a parent can come to an understanding with this comment. - mh

       2301 hours. This is interesting and this latter direction of conversation was completely unthought by me. 

       Post. - Amorella