153. 17 June 2019
Very shortly after noon. You are awaiting a call from Craig and Alta about their trip to Ohio and Pennsylvania in late July. You are also waiting on Paul to stop to pick up the cats and all their paraphernalia and journey them to their place for a two weeks residence, then you can pack. Packing makes them anxious. - Amorella
You are both almost packed. Rachel Maddow just came on MSNBC. No need to post. We'll keep a daily commentary. - Amorella
153. 21 June 2019
Early afternoon. You are recovering from possible strep throat by taking two 50mg tablets a day called in by Paul three days ago. You have been getting a lot of sleep along the way. As of this afternoon you cough is sounding more normal than not. That's audio progress. Body-wise, you are as having a flu. Everyone else is fine. - Amorella
153. 22 June 2019
1705 hours. Without much thinking I sent a FB note thanking people for reading the blog, then I rather flippantly suggested I might ask my soul what she does when I'm not around. I didn't mean the question disrespectful, it seemed an interesting question.
Here is a response, Mr. Orndorff. When I am tired of endless chatter 'thinking' people such as you do, I shut you down. I am not a Mother Hen. I do what any reasonable soul would do, shut you off. Bye for now. Miss Havisham
After dusk. You are looking for a good photo for tonight as it is your first Madeira Beach photo of the Summer, 2019. - Amorella
2058 hours. I took a few, hopefully one will be better than the others. There were more orange tints than I expected. Interesting. Note just in from Kim (2100 hrs.); they rented a car and are leaving the airport presently; she says they'll arrive in forty minutes. -- Well, that stops my processes. I'll write another time.
Come up with that photo to drop into FB, then we'll call it a night. - Amorella
153. 24 June 2019
Mid-afternoon Monday. Kim, Paul, Owen, Brennan, Linda and Carol and you had lunch at Guppies on the Beach in Indian Rock. Everybody enjoyed their foods. Presently you are in the bedroom writing at the table while the others are chatting in the living room. Later. - Amorella
The dark of evening. Kim, Owen and Brennan came in the bedroom to see Carol and yourself and everyone had a good chat before bed. You are indeed pleased with the progress both have made in their chess playing, particularly their beginning and middle games. Owen took lessons earlier this year. - Amorella
Owen is a calmer player. Brennan is more aggressive and sometimes beats his brother. He would like to beat me, I can feel it in him. They both show very good maturity and focus in their wills to strategically move the pieces about the board -- learning to command the middle of the board from the edges. They are interesting to observe. Both pay attention to my moves. Brennan caught me with a side bishop and I lost a knight. Carelessness on my part and he set it up and took advantage of it. I think that was his best move of the game because of his quiet anticipation and observation of my weakness. He felt the joy in taking that knight all on his own. Both have a firm handshake at the conclusion also. The game can be full of private joys and regrets. Such is life. (2143)
You got carried away in the moment, boy, and you are feeling better both mentally and physically. Your last paragraph shows this between the lines. - Amorella
You were never a good player but you readily enjoyed being chess advisor at Indian Hill. You helped start the chess club at Mason, and shortly after Mark Meibers, who had been your student at Mason and was now teaching math classes at Mason, took over the club some years before your retirement. This is the way it registers in your heartanmind. - mh
2201 hours. This is a fun fact to know. Lots of things happen in life and this was a forgotten point.
I assure you it was not forgotten, Mr. Orndorff. - mh
2204 hours. This is very refreshing to realize. None of this makes any difference other than in the subjectivity of being human. I would hope this is real, that this is how it was; and that after physical death this is how my spirit will remember it . It gives me positive hope that little things in life stick with you after physical death.
Evening. You have a hint that Miss Havisham has something to say, but your concern is that you have something to say in her behalf. Is this not so? - Amorella
2132 hours. I sense anger from Miss Havisham, and I would be upset to find it was my own anger misplaced.
Have you ever felt anger from me and felt it misplaced your own? - Amorella
2136 hours. No, ma'am. I 'know' your anger and it comes from beyond my own soul. Your anger has broken through from a realm far beyond Miss Havisham. There was never a question. Once, I suddenly smelled burnt flesh and recognize it as my own. Decades ago, I felt a sin or two were burnt away and I was more nakedly raw than before. All this within a second or so. Sometimes time stood still as if it never was during such a moment of which there was more than one. These are recorded in notes shared with friends before the encounters-in-mind blog was set up. Notes from the twentieth century. No one meets a real Angel face to face as it were without immediate repercussion. Amorella morphed, as it were, into an Angel of G-D. This present conversation raises such an ever-immediate event in my heartansoulanmind. There is not one in the three parts of my human spirit that will deny this. If there is a denial I demand to read/hear it now, Miss Havisham? - rho
- No Response -
2153 hours. I am not going to deny it for to do so, from my perspective and my belief, I would forfeit my very soul. This from a conformed agnostic, no less. I will not be less than what I am in my own heartansoulanmind, and damned be the consequences. - rho
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