155. 27 June 2019
Late morning. Turn on the car air conditioning, boy. - Amorella
1136 hours. I'm waiting for Carol who is at the Hallmark store for wrapping paper. It is pretty hot but I don't think she'll be in that long, just trying to save on fuel. I'm surprised you said something, Amorella, but thank you. I don't question what you say too much. It is 93 degrees so it is hotter than I thought.
One would think your ancient adventures stuck at the bottom of the Grand Canyon would be enough to stick in your mind for a lifetime. - Amorella
1142 hours. You are right. I wasn't thinking. I was eighteen. Still, we should have known better back then, even known better now. Old people have problems in the heat. Coming on, I was thinking about how there isn't much of a plan developed (by me) to lay out the metaphysics involved. Point to point we have Miss Havisham out to the nearest 'angelic-like posting in two dimensions. We have two kinds of spirits though others are noted. Miss Havisham has her own sense of baggage beyond a spiritual heartanmind. I seem to be stumbling on to things, so to speak, but it is all rather random. This was supposed to be intellectually challenging. I am not doing my part.
You are the intellectual challenge, my man. - Amorella
1154 hours. Oh. I should have known. Funny joke, Amorella
You are not offended. - Amorella
1155 hours. No. I wasn't thinking about what you and Miss Havisham are having to deal with. Humor and irony abide. Among two spirits and being two-thirds physical I'm the hybrid, as it were. Who was the girl in the Merlyn stories who was a hybrid, half Earthling and half Marsupialan? You would think I could remember this. Now I'm drawing a blank on most all of the characters.
Evening. Below is the original information about your 'intellectual challenge', orndorff. - Amorella
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122. Notes - the intellectual challenge of my life
122. 15 May 2019
. . . I am excited as I foresee a focused project on the horizon.
This is Mr. Orndorff's soul personified. The name I choose to be called is Miss Havisham. I am personified by Mr. Orndorff's spiritual-like writing guide of some thirty years, Amorella. I will show Mr. Orndorff's soul's sense-of-self and its theoretical environs out to the metaphysical post of this soul's witnessed, in my words, the AN-EL. Amorella is also our translator, i.e. his outer immortal soul, Miss Havisham, translates dialogue and observation to and from orndorff's inner mortal heartanmind which is stored and protected within my metaphysical Happenstance. Mr. Orndorff will be known by what he is on a most personal spiritual level, Orndorff, the Agnostic. - mh
Post. - Amorella
2158 hours. Until a short time ago I had no conscious idea of this project. This looks like it is going to be a fun project; the best hypothetical project of my entire writing life. I am ready for the intellectual challenge.
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1936 hours. I am the Agnostic as I don't really believe any of this as fully factual. This dialogue with Miss Havisham and Amorella is real as dialogue but the characters other than myself may well be fully imagined unconsciously. No one 'knows' including myself. If I can intuitively gain from the conversation a hint of plausible metaphysics then, for me, it is worthy of experimentation. Presently then, I am back to Miss Havisham's comment of two days ago on "baggage of the soul" which I thought I might have misinterpreted from "baggage in the soul". Amorella states that the correct interpretation is "baggage of the soul". I am not fully spiritual. Too much physics and connections of the naming of things. I need to use the likes of personification in the abstracted contraction -- analogies. Miss Havisham has stated that she has a 'natural spiritual shell' that separates her from the physical universe and that she has within her spiritual body a place for the human spiritual heartanmind to fully rest comfortably as a trinity of heartansoulanmind, an individual human spirit.
A three-folded spiritual heartansoulanmind is a clearer factual [from my perspective] statement than 'trinity' which has religious connotations. This is a natural spiritual ordering. The English word, 'supernatural' and its connotations do not exist in our spiritual realm. The 'baggage' I refer to is in the spiritual space between the folds; a spiritual lint, as it were. - mh
2009 hours. I have to see a definition of 'lint' to allow me less chance to stray from your intended meaning, Miss Havisham.
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lint - noun
- short, fine fibers that separate from the surface of cloth or yarn, especially during processing.
• a fabric, originally of linen, with a raised nap on one side, used for dressing wounds.
• the fibrous material of a cotton boll.
ORIGIN late Middle English lynnet‘ flax prepared for spinning’, perhaps from Old French linette ‘linseed’, from lin ‘flax’.
Selected and edited from the Oxford/American software
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The key to the spiritual meaning of 'lint' is seen in the Old French linette for linseed. It is for all intents and purposes as a spiritual seed, i.e. a beginning purpose, a spiritual idea or concept that is as 'worn away' in the folding. - mh
2027 hours. Wow. I can visualize this spiritually though nothing is here.
This is the point, Mr. Orndorff. Amorella and I must visualize nothing and your human spirit has to translate this picture. If you had no spirit you could not visual this. - mh
Post. - Amorella
2032 hours. I am much appreciative. You leave me wordless at times.
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