Monday, April 29, 2019

107. Notes - irony and selected spiritual behavior



107. 29 April 2019

       Mid-afternoon. You are at the north lot of Heritage Park facing west. The picnic shelter is behind you. You are right in your thought. If you were in Mason at Pine Hill Lakes Park you would also be at the north lot facing west; no hill here but plenty more woods. Your question, relating to the conclusion of yesterday's blog page, is: why is poetic irony a part of being human? - Amorella

       1516 hours. It is a good question. Are we a poetic species?

       You are the only species on the planet that can articulate the poetry but other consciously aware species may also be aware of a sense of irony, those same species who play and appear to be aware of fun; the humor in irony may be in spirit. - Amorella

       1521 hours. This reminds me of a BBC article that I posted on Facebook yesterday. 

       Drop it in. - Amorella

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BBC Future -

"How and why did religion evolve?"

Can the roots of spiritual behaviours and feelings be found in other animals? In the first of a two-part special, Brandon Ambrosino examines the evolutionary origins of religion.
·       By Brandon Ambrosino
19 April 2019
“This is my body.”
These words, recorded in the Gospels as being spoken by Jesus during the Last Supper, are said daily at Church services around the world before the communion meal is eaten. When Christians hear these words spoken in the present, we’re reminded of the past, which is always with us, which never goes away.
Just how much past are Christians reminded of? Certainly, the last two millennia, which, in addition to devout celebrations of the Eucharist, are rife with doctrinal disputes, church splits, episodes of violence, excommunications, papal pronouncements, and various metaphysical debates, all revolving around the communion meal.
But we can rewind further back, to the development of the oral traditions that got fixed into texts that were incorporated into the canonical New Testament. We can also wonder about the historical meal on which the various Last Supper texts are based.
We can travel further back still, long before even the emergence of Christianity. After all, Jesus was a Jew, and so his act of breaking bread with the disciples reminds us of the entire history of the Jewish people, including their harrowing escape from Egyptian slavery and their receiving of the Torah at Sinai.
But we can go back even further. Any religious meal is, before it is anything else, a meal. It is an act of table-sharing, certainly an important ritual in the ancient Near East. Seder, and later communion, were “taken up” theologically and liturgically, but the positive feelings around table-sharing were already in place. They’d already been in place since the emergence of modern humans, about 200,000 years ago.
And yet – Homo sapiens wasn’t the only species to discover the benefits of food-sharing. Neanderthals certainly pooled their resources, as did the several other Homo species dating back two million years.
“Think of uber pro-social hunter-gatherers having a meal,” one of my theology professors told me when I wondered about the deep evolutionary history behind the Eucharist. “The hunters feel proud to have done well and shared with their family; those who prepared the food are recognised and appreciated; everyone’s belly is getting filled and feeling good; and so many positive social interactions are taking place. No wonder so much mythological content is built up around the meal.”
But food-sharing even predates our Homo ancestors, and is currently observed in chimpanzees and bonobos. In fact, one recent paper even documented research of bonobos sharing food with bonobos outside of their own social group. Barbara Fruth, one of the study’s authors, told the digital magazine Sapiens that meal-sharing “must have its roots in our last common ancestor”. Based on the molecular clock, the last common ancestor, or LCA, of humans and Great Apes lived about 19 million years ago.
When I hear the words “This is my Body,” then, my mind immediately launches into a race to the evolutionary starting line, if you will.
Deep religion
I begin with a discussion of the Eucharist because my particular religious tradition is Christian. But the point I’m making – that religious experiences emerge from very specific, very long histories – could be made with most religious phenomena. That’s because, in the words of the late sociologist Robert Bellah, “Nothing is ever lost.” History goes all the way back, and who and how and where we are now is the result of its winding forward. Any human phenomenon that exists is a human phenomenon that became what it is. This is no less true of religion.
If we’re going to think about the deep history of religion, then we need to be clear about what religion is. In his book The Bonobo and the Atheist, the primatologist Frans de Waal shares a funny story about participating in a panel hosted by the American Academy of Religion. When one participant suggested they start with defining religion, someone was quick to note that last time they tried to do that, “half the audience had angrily stomped out of the room”. Quipped de Waal: “And this in an academy named after the topic!”
Still, we need to start somewhere, so de Waal suggests this definition: religion is “the shared reverence for the supernatural, sacred, or spiritual as well as the symbols, rituals, and worship that are associated with it”. De Waal’s definition echoes one given by sociologist Émile Durkheim, who also emphasised the importance of shared experiences that “unite into one single moral community”.
The importance of shared experience can’t be overstated since, in the story we’re telling, the evolution of human religion is inseparable from the ever-increasing sociality of the hominin line. As Bellah points out, religion is as a way of being. We might also view it as a way of feeling, as a way of feeling together.
While much of the scientific study of religion is on theology-based doctrinal religions, the evolutionary psychologist Robin Dunbar thinks this is a narrow way of studying the phenomenon because it “completely ignores the fact that for most of human history religions have had a very different shamanic-like form that lacks gods and moral codes”. (By shamanic, Dunbar means religions of experience that commonly involve trance and travel in spirit worlds.) While the theology-based forms are only a few thousand years old and characteristic of post-agricultural societies, Dunbar argues that the shamanic forms date back 500,000 years. These, he claims, are characteristic of hunter-gatherers.
If we want to understand how and why religion evolved, Dunbar says we need to start out by examining religions “with the cultural accretions stripped away”. We need to focus less on questions about Big Gods and creeds, and more on questions about the capacities that emerged in our ancient ancestors that allowed them to achieve a religious way of being together.
Adaptation or by-product? 
All societies, after all, seem to have religions of some sort. “There are no exceptions to this,” de Waal told me over the phone.
There are two major perspectives on why this might be. One is called functionalism or adaptationism: the idea that religion brings positive evolutionary benefits, which are most often framed in terms of its contribution to group living. As de Waal puts it: “If all societies have [religion], it must have a social purpose.”  
Others take the view that religion is a spandrel, or by-product of evolutionary processes. The word spandrel refers to an architectural shape that emerges as a by-product between arches and ceiling. Religion, on this interpretation, is akin to a vestigial organ. Perhaps it was adaptive in the environments it originally evolved in, but in this environment it’s maladaptive. Or perhaps religious beliefs are the result of psychological mechanisms that evolved to solve ecological problems unrelated to religion. Either way, evolution didn’t “aim” at religion; religion just emerged as evolution “aimed” at other things.
While folks on both sides of this debate have their reasons, it seems unhelpful to frame the evolution of religion in such either/or terms. Something that was merely a by-product of a blind evolutionary process could well be taken up by human beings to perform a specific function or solve a specific problem.
This can be true for many behaviours – including music – but religion presents a particular puzzle, since it often involves extremely costly behaviours, such as altruism and, at times, even self-sacrifice.
For this reason, some theorists such as Dunbar argue that we should also look beyond the individual to the survival of the group.
This is known as multilevel selection, which “recognises that fitness benefits can sometimes accrue to individuals through group-level effects, rather than always being the direct product of the individual’s own actions”, as Dunbar defines it.
An example is cooperative hunting, which enables groups to catch bigger prey than any members could catch as individuals. Bigger prey means more for me, even if I have to share the meat (since the animal being shared is already larger than anything I could catch alone). Such group-level processes “require the individual to be sensitive to the needs of other members of the group”, says Dunbar.
There is no history of the religion of an individual creature. Our story is about us.
Feeling first
If we are to understand religion, then, we first need to look back into your deep history to understand how human ancestors evolved to live in groups in the first place.
We are, after all, descended from a long line of ancestral hominoids with “weak social ties and no permanent group structures”, says Jonathan Turner, author of The Emergence and Evolution of Religion. That leads Turner to what he considers the million-dollar question: “How did Darwinian selection work on the neuroanatomy of hominins to make them more social so they could generate cohesive social bonds to form primary groups?” he asked me on the phone. “That’s not a natural thing for apes.”
Our ape line evolved from our last common ancestor around 19 million years ago. Orangutans broke away about 13-16 million years ago, while the gorilla line branched away about 8-9 million years ago. The hominin line then branched into two about 5-7 million years ago, with one line leading to the chimpanzees and bonobos, and the other leading to us. We modern humans share 99% of our genes with living chimpanzees – which means we’re the two most closely related apes in the whole line.
The similarities between humans and chimps are well known, but one important difference has to do with group size. Chimpanzees, on average, can maintain a group size of about 45, says Dunbar. “This appears to be the largest group size that can be maintained through grooming alone,” he says. In contrast, the average human group is about 150, known as Dunbar’s Number. The reason for this, says Dunbar, is that humans have the capacity to reach three times as many social contacts as chimps for a given amount of social effort. Human religion emerges out of this increased capacity for sociality.
How come? As our ape ancestors moved from receding forest habitats to more open environments, like the savannahs of eastern and southern Africa, Darwinian pressures acted on them to make them more social for increased protection from predators and better access to food; it also made it easier to find a mate. Without the ability to maintain new structures – like small groups of five or six so-called nuclear families, says Turner – these apes wouldn’t have been able to survive.
So how did nature achieve this socialisation process? Turner says the key isn’t with what we typically think of as intelligence, but rather with the emotions, which was accompanied by some important changes to our brain structure. Although the neocortex figures prominently in many theories of the evolution of religion, Turner says the more important alterations concerned the subcortical parts of the brain, which gave hominins the capacity to experience a broader range of emotions. These enhanced emotions promoted bonding, a crucial achievement for the development of religion.
The process of subcortical enhancement Turner refers to dates to about 4.5 million years ago, when the first Australopithecine emerged. Initially, says Turner, selection increased the size of their brains about 100 cubic centimetres (cc) beyond that of chimpanzees, to about 450 cc (in Australopithecus afarensis). For the sake of comparison, this is smaller than later hominins – Homo habilis had a cranial capacity of 775 cc, while Homo erectus was slightly larger at 800-850. Modern humans, in contrast, boast a brain size much bigger than any of these, with a cranial capacity of up to 1,400 cc.
But the comparably smaller brain size doesn’t mean that nothing was happening to the hominin brain. Brain size is measured by an endocast, but Turner says these do not reflect the subcortical enhancement that was occurring between the emergence of Australopiths (around 4 million years ago) and Homo erectus (1.8 million years ago). “It is in the story of how these [subcortical] mechanisms evolved that, ultimately, the origins of religion are to be discovered.”
Although the neocortex of humans is three times the size of apes’, the subcortex is only twice as big – which leads Turner to believe that the enhancement of hominin emotion was well underway before the neocortex began to grow to its current human size.
Here’s how nature pulled it off. You’ve probably heard talk of the so-called four primary emotions: aggression, fear, sadness, and happiness. Notice anything about that list? Three of the emotions are negative. But the promotion of solidarity requires positive emotions – so natural selection had to find a way to mute the negative emotions and enhance the positive ones, Turner says. The emotional capacities of great apes (particularly chimpanzees) were already more elaborate than many other mammals, so selection had something to work with.
At this point in his argument, Turner introduces the concept of first- and second-order elaborations, which are emotions that are the result of a combinations of two or more primary emotions. So, for example, the combination of happiness and anger generates vengeance, while jealousy is the result of combining anger and fear. Awe, which figures majorly in religion, is the combination of fear and happiness. Second-order elaborations are even more complex, and occurred in the evolution from Homo erectus (1.8 million years ago) to Homo sapiens (about 200,000 years ago). Guilt and shame, for example, two crucial emotions for the development of religion, are the combination of sadness, fear, and anger.
It’s difficult to imagine religion without the capacity to experience these emotional elaborations for the same reason it’s difficult to imagine close social groups without them: such an emotional palette binds us to one another at a visceral level. “Human solidarities are only possible by emotional arousal revolving around positive emotions – love, happiness, satisfaction, caring, loyalty – and the mitigation of the power of negative emotions, or at least some negative emotions,” says Turner. “And once these new valences of positive emotions are neurologically possible, they can become entwined with rituals and other emotion-arousing behaviours to enhance solidarities and, eventually, produce notions of power gods and supernatural forces.”
Not to jump ahead too far, but it’s important to understand how pivotal feeling is in the evolution of religion. As far as Darwin was convinced, there wasn’t any difference between religious feeling and any other feeling. “It is an argument for materialism,” he wrote in a journal entry, “that cold water brings on suddenly in head, a frame of mind, analogous to those feelings, which may be considered as truly spiritual.” If this is true, then that means the causes of religious feelings can be pinpointed and studied just like any other feeling.
Ritual
As selection worked on existing brain structures, enhancing emotional and interpersonal capacities, certain behavioural propensities of apes began to evolve. Some of the propensities that Turner lists as already present in apes include: the ability to read eyes and faces and to imitate facial gestures; various capacities for empathy; the ability to become emotionally aroused in social settings; the capacity to perform rituals; a sense of reciprocity and justice; and the ability to see the self as an object in an environment. An increase in the emotional palette available to apes would, according to Turner, result in an increase in all of these behavioural capacities.
Though many if not all of these behaviours have been documented in apes, I want to concentrate on two of them – ritual and empathy – without which religion would be unthinkable.
In archival footage, primatologist and anthropologist Jane Goodall describes the well-known waterfall dance which has been widely observed in chimpanzees. Her comments are worth quoting at length:
When the chimpanzees approach, they hear this roaring sound, and you see their hair stands a little on end and then they move a bit quicker. When they get here, they’ll rhythmically sway, often upright, picking up big rocks and throwing them for maybe 10 minutes. Sometimes climbing up the vines at the side and swinging out into the spray, and they’re right down in the water which normally they avoid. Afterwards you’ll see them sitting on a rock, actually in the stream, looking up, watching the water with their eyes as it falls down, and then watching it going away. I can’t help feeling that this waterfall display or dance is perhaps triggered by feelings awe, wonder that we feel.
The chimpanzee’s brain is so like ours: they have emotions that are clearly similar to or the same as those that we call happiness, sad, fear, despair, and so forth – the incredible intellectual abilities that we used to think unique to us. So why wouldn’t they also have feelings of some kind of spirituality, which is really being amazed at things outside yourself?
Goodall has observed a similar phenomenon happen during a heavy rain. These observations have led her to conclude that chimpanzees are as spiritual as we are. “They can’t analyse it, they don’t talk about it, they can’t describe what they feel. But you get the feeling that it’s all locked up inside them and the only way they can express it is through this fantastic rhythmic dance.” In addition to the displays that Goodall describes, others have observed various carnivalesque displays, drumming sessions, and various hooting rituals.
The roots of ritual are in what Bellah calls “serious play” – activities done for their own sake, which may not serve an immediate survival capacity, but which have “a very large potentiality of developing more capacities”. This view fits with various theories in developmental science, showing that playful activities are often crucial for developing important abilities like theory of mind and counterfactual thinking.
Play, in this evolutionary sense, has many unique characteristics: it must be performed “in a relaxed field” – when the animal is fed and healthy and stress-free (which is why it is most common in species with extended parental care). Play also occurs in bouts: it has a clear beginning and ending. In dogs, for example, play is initiated with a “bow”. Play involves a sense of justice, or at least equanimity: big animals need to self-handicap in order to not hurt smaller animals. And it might go without saying, but play is embodied.
Now compare that to ritual, which is enacted, which is embodied. Rituals begin and end. They require both shared intention and shared attention. There are norms involved. They take place in a time within time – beyond the time of the everyday. (Think, for example, of a football game in which balls can be caught “out of bounds” and time can be paused. We regularly participate in modes of reality in which we willingly bracket out “the real world”. Play allows us to do this.) Most important of all, says Bellah, play is a practice in itself, and “not something with an external end”.
Bellah calls ritual “the primordial form of serious play in human evolutionary history”, which means that ritual is an enhancement of the capacities that make play first possible in the mammalian line. There is a continuity between the two. And while Turner acknowledges it might be pushing it to refer to a chimpanzee waterfall dance or carnival as Ritual with a capital R, it is possible to affirm that “these ritual-like behavioural propensities suggest that some of what is needed for religious behaviour is part of the genome of chimpanzees, and hence, hominins”.
 Empathy
The second trait we must consider is empathy. Empathy is not primarily in the head. It’s in the body – at least that’s how it started. It began, writes de Waal, “with the synchronisation of bodies, running when others run, laughing when others laugh, crying when others cry, or yawning when others yawn”.
Empathy is absolutely central to what we call morality, says de Waal. “Without empathy, you can’t get human morality. It makes us interested in others. It makes us have an emotional stake in them.” If religion, according to our definition, is a way of being together, then morality, which instructs us as to the best ways to be together, is an inextricable part of that.
De Waal has been criticised over the years for offering a rose-coloured interpretation of animal behaviour. Rather than view animal behaviour as altruistic, and therefore springing from a sense of empathy, we should, these wise scientists tell us, see this behaviour for what it is: selfishness. Animals want to survive. Period. Any action they take needs to be interpreted within that matrix.
But this is a misguided way of talking about altruism, de Waal says.
“We see animals want to share food even though it costs them. We do experiments on them and the general conclusion is that many animals’ first tendency is to be altruistic and cooperative. Altruistic tendencies come very naturally to many mammals.”
But isn’t this just self-preservation? Aren’t the animals just acting in their own best interests? If they behave in a way that appears altruistic, aren’t they just preparing (so to speak) for a time when they will need help? “To call that selfish,” says an incredulous de Waal, “because in the end of course these pro-social tendencies have benefits?” To do that, he says, is to define words into meaninglessness.
Yes, of course there are pleasurable sensations associated with the action of giving to others. But evolution has produced pleasurable sensations for behaviours we need to perform, like sex and eating and female-nursing. The same is true for altruism, says de Waal. That does not fundamentally alter what the behaviour is.
Such a hard and fast line between altruism and selfishness, then, is naive at best and deceptive at worst. And we can see the same with discussions of social norms. Philosophers such as David Hume have made the distinction between what a behaviour “is” and what it “ought” to be, which is a staple of ethical deliberation. An animal may perform the behaviour X, but does it do so because it feels it should do so – thanks to an appreciation of a norm?
This distinction is one that de Waal has run into from philosophers who say that any of his observations of empathy or morality in animals can’t possibly tell him about whether or not they have norms. De Waal disagrees, pointing out that animals do recognise norms:
The simplest example is a spider web or nest. If you disturb it, the animal’s going to repair that right away because they have a norm for how it should look and function. They either abandon it, or start over and repair it. Animals are capable of having goals and striving towards them. In the social world, if they have a fight, they come together and try to repair damage. They try to get back to an ought state. They have norm of how this distribution should be. The idea that normativity is [restricted to] humans is not correct. 
In the Bonobo and the Atheist, de Waal argues that animals seem to possess a mechanism for social repair. “About 30 different primate species reconcile after fights, and that reconciliation is not limited to the primates. There is evidence for this mechanism in hyenas, dolphins, wolves, domestic goats.”
He also finds evidence that animals “actively try to preserve harmony within their social network … by reconciling after conflict, protesting against unequal divisions, and breaking up fights among others. They behave normatively in the sense of correcting, or trying to correct, deviations from an ideal state. They also show emotional self-control and anticipatory conflict resolution in order to prevent such deviations. This makes moving from primate behaviour to human moral norms less of a leap than commonly thought.”
There’s obviously a gap between primate social repair and the institutionalisation of moral codes that lie at the heart of modern human societies. Still, says de Waal, all of these “human moral systems make use of primate tendencies”.
How far back to these tendencies go? Probably, like those capacities that allowed for play (and ultimately ritual), to the advent of parental care. “During 200 million years of mammalian evolution, females sensitive to their offspring out-reproduced those who were cold and distant,” says de Waal. Of course, nurturing is arguably seen in species of fish, crocodiles, and snakes, but the nurturing capabilities of mammals is really a giant leap forward in the evolutionary story.
The early dawn of religion
Our religious services of today may seem worlds away from the mammalian play and empathy that emerged in our deep past, and indeed institutionalised religion is much more advanced than a so-called waterfall dance. But evolution teaches us that complex, advanced phenomena develop from simple beginnings. As Bellah reminds us, we don’t come from nowhere. “We are embedded in a deep biological and cosmological history.”
As the ape line evolved from our last common ancestor in more open environments, it was necessary to pressure apes, who prefer to go it alone, to form more lasting social structures. Natural selection was able to accomplish this astonishing feat by enhancing the emotional palettes available that had long been available to our ancestors. With a broader set of emotions, the hominin brain was then able to enhance some of its capabilities, some of which quite naturally lent themselves a religious way of being. As these capacities got more acutely enhanced with the growth of the Homo brain and the development of the neocortex, behaviours such as play and ritual entered a new phase in hominin development, becoming the raw materials out of which cultural evolution would begin to institutionalise religion.
And though this history doesn’t determine us – for with each new phase in life’s story comes greater power of agency – this bio-cosmological history influences everything we do and are. Even the most seemingly autonomous human decision is made from within history. That’s the big picture here. That’s what we’ve been keeping in mind as we made our way back in time to the evolutionary seeds that would eventually – and quite slowly – blossom into human religion.
Though I often think theologically about the words “This is my body,” I shouldn’t overlook the basic fact that communion is about bodies – mine, yours, ours. Religion is an embodied phenomenon because the human religious way of being has evolved for millions of years as the bodies of our ancestors interacted with the other bodies around them. Whether or not one takes communion or even feels religious, we are at all times navigating our social worlds with our evolved capacities to play, to empathise, and to celebrate rituals with each other.
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Brandon Ambrosino has written for the New York Times, Boston Globe, The Atlantic, Politico, Economist, and other publications. He lives in Delaware. This is the first of a two-part special examining the evolutionary roots of religion.

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http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20190418-how-and-why-did-religion-evolve?ocid=ww.social.link.facebook&fbclid=IwAR1o91MzOBXjCtTEwVA-DiE6Wk7vFGra35l-8iE47W3hPPc7glHz-owDS4s

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       1540 hours. I underlined the last paragraph in the article to remind me that Ambrosino's thoughts are not far from my own (on the subject) -- community play, empathy and rituals are a part of what humanity is. This we have in common, the human spirit, an individual's heartansoulanmind, the part, if any, that we may take with us when we leave our physical lives. 

       Indeed, Mr. Orndorff, spiritual properties are not as definable as physical properties. The properties can be witnessed in the actions or non-actions of human behavior was well as in some animals who learn to mimic human behavior. Play, empathy and ritual are a part of your pets' lives. Note that love is not a prerequisite but friendship or companionship (familiarity) is. - mh

       1559 hours. This appears a striking odd observation, Miss Havisham. Very interesting. I shall give the concept some further thought. Immediately I think of one of my favorite students at Indian Hill in the early 1980's, an office aide of mine and one of my students, who in all seriousness once asked me while working in my office, "What is love, Mr. Orndorff?" And, I regret to say, I didn't know how to respond because, in short, I did not know and still do not know what love is. I do recognize, as I have for some while since retirement, that friendship and companionship are a stronger community force than love is, at least from my perspective. 

       Post. - Amorella
       

Sunday, April 28, 2019

106. Notes - such is the poetic irony



106. 28 April 2019

       Later afternoon. The bright sun is reflecting off the young green leaves of bushes and trees alike as you face west at Westerville's Heritage Park, north. Behind you is the picnic shelter and playground beyond it south is one of the soccer fields. Carol is on page 327 of Corbin's Don't Let Go. - Amorella

       1640 hours. Yesterday, Miss Havisham said, "Richard would because he doesn't know any better." I took this statement to mean that I don't know anything better to say in response to me declaring before a real Angel or G-D that via intuition, and a past first-hand experience or two, that G-D is a reality. The statement could mean though that orndorff, being ignorant of the 'Truth in Context' that as far as humanly plausible, orndorff feels G-D is a reality (though he would not go around proclaiming it to the masses because it is a private spiritual feeling not an evangelical one. So, Miss Havisham how can you, my proclaimed soul, enlighten me about this from your perspective. 

       What you really mean to ask here is what do you know from my experiences and intuition on the subject of G-D or Angels that I don't know as my heartansoulanmind experienced the same thing I did? mh

       1655 hours. Yes, I'll accept what you say above because honestly it feels a more direct and honest question. 

       Much of your 'flash-thinking' in "Encounters in Mind" and in "Encounters in Spirit" is intuitive. Let's set a definition here. - mh

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intuitive - adjective - an intuitive grasp of the truth: instinctive, instinctual; innate, inborn, inherent, natural, congenital; unconscious, subconscious, right-brained, involuntary, visceral; informal gut.

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       The descriptive word for "intuitive" that best fits here is "visceral"; meaning, deep down or deep seated. I choose the word "visceral" because I trace it first-in-your-thought from the mind to the heartansoul to the soul. It cannot go further deep in your spiritual consciousness. Your spiritual drama of standing before an Angel of G-D or G-D returns to the drama you understood in the biography of Martin Luther [traditionally] says at his conclusion of the Diet of Worms court proceedings on the Protestant Reformation: "Here I stand, I can do no other. -- God help me. Amen."
This private spiritual consciousness of yours is, in your humanity, the same though the circumstances obviously for you are far different as you see it. Your private spiritual court, your human spirit, your heartansoulanmind, has no choice. 

       To remain who you are in your spiritual sense before an Angel of G-D or G-D, this is who you are as a human being (warts and all). Your heartanmind has no choice in the decision and thus I, your soul, has no choice either. This will not change, this cannot be struck down. It is a spiritual truth. It is as each woman and man has her/his own defined spiritual truth firstbefore all other truths
       
       Existentially, whether an Angel of G-D exists or not, whether G-D exist or not, has no bearing here. As a spiritual entity, you exist as you do because you have a human spirit as does every other living human being comes to have -- herorhis own spiritual existence in life. mh

       1735 hours. This appears an absolute private proclamation in a world where nothing much else is absolute. 

       This is what humanity is, boy, absolute. - Amorella

       1738 hours. As is, alas, I have no choice but to question humanities' absoluteness. 

       Such is the poetic irony. Such is what it is to be a human being. Post. - Amorella

Saturday, April 27, 2019

105. Notes - truer words



105. 27 April 2019

       After noon on Saturday. You are facing east at Heritage Park. Carol is on her walk. Yesterday, you and Carol drove to Mason for an errand and stopped and saw Amy K. for a short while before a large New York supreme at Two Cities Pizza. You also discussed cars and decided on keeping the old Honda and trading in the Avalon for a new one with all the safety features. - Amorella

       1252 hours. Sunny presently but a cool and windy day. We were excited (first time) to see four healthy deer strolling about the backyard this morning. -- On another note, I feel badly about interrupting the Miss Havisham translation a couple of days ago. First time I remember a glitch. 

       The heart is not restrained from emotion such as those few poetic lines in Dante's Inferno. - Amorella

       1301 hours. There was a time many years ago I would have felt terror writing such script. I would have thought my demons would be coming to get my mind. 

       In even earlier days you thought those demons were coming to get your heartanmind. - Amorella

       1402 hours. My initial adult anxieties go back to reading Blatty's The Exorcist when it first came out. 

       You 'felt and saw' evidence of an evil presence in the house when you lived at 800 Majken Place in Mason. - Amorella

       1407 hours. Thanks for reminding me. 

       Your sarcasm is understood, but it is without the like spiritual anxieties of those days. - Amorella

       1409 hours. I have changed attitudes on such things. I realize it was and is mostly my darker imagination plus my ability to be confused on what my reality of what the supernatural really is. As Milton wrote in Canto I of Paradise Lost: "The mind is its own place and in itself, can make a Heaven of Hell, a Hell of Heaven." Besides I concluded, if there really were bad Angels then it would stand to reason there would be good Angels too, and I would rather side with the good ones. You, Amorella, fit my bill of what a good Angel would be if one existed. 

       So, I may be then, a personified ideal of what you consider a good Angel and as there was none around as far as you could see, you made me up to compensated. - Amorella

       1431 hours. As an agnostic through and through, I have no choice. My intuition senses G-D is a reality; though not perhaps as we earthlings or any other 'soul-oriented' species might have come to 'view' G-D. 

       You would spiritually stand before a real Angel or facsimile of one or G-D and declare this heartansoulanmind? - Amorella

       Richard would because he doesn't know any better. - mh

       1438 hours. Thank you, Miss Havisham, truer words were never stated. 
       
       Post. - Amorella

Thursday, April 25, 2019

104. Notes - almost lost in translation


104. 25 April 2019

           Late afternoon. You are facing east at Heritage Park viewing the north picnic shelter through a grove of trees. Carol is on page 319 of Harlan Corbin's Don't Look Now. This morning Kim and Paul arrived early and finished putting down thirty-one bags of black mulch on the raised flower, bush and tree beds. You insisted that you pay for the bags and gave them compensation for their kindness and labor. Total, it took them two and a half hours for the labor, beginning with buying the mulch, delivering and bedding. - Amorella

           1725 hours. We really appreciate what they do for us. We do reciprocate mostly with trade-off late night 'Uber'-driving and two-boy sitting when needed. Amorella, I really don't know what kinds of questions to ask of Miss Havisham. Oddly enough, I tend to think of her as a kind of benevolent inner alien, just like I think of you. 

           You once asked me to describe myself as I see myself and I did, more than once, in Encounters-in-Mind. I realize she chose a human image that exemplifies how she sees herself in human terms, but how does she 'sense' her 'being' in her terms. - Amorella

           1737 hours. That seems pretty private to me, a bit too bold.

           She's your soul, boy. You can't have hidden anything from you that she doesn't already know. The best example so far is "Pinocchio" and how you thought you were like a wooden figure who was brought to life through human help, i.e. science and compassion. - Amorella

           1742 hours. What is it like, being my soul, Miss Havisham; with the focus on you, not me?

           I am round, flat, and very thin and in the spiritual texture of liquid water that can solidify on one side and be gas on the other. In this 'form' as it were, I sense empathy and compassion, much as the humans who kept you alive to the point you were 'human recognizable' in human unconsciousness. Otherwise, I would not have 'awaken', so to speak. When 'awaken' my form, rounded; otherwise, I was as a gaseous vapor without the spiritual boundary of endless, that is, as a very thin circle - a thin circular plate of sharp glass that can slice to the chase. Nothing human gets by me. I hold heartanmind flat and view it sideways. Another human soul cannot penetrate me without my protective empathic and compassionate consent. Within me resides a heaven or hell of heartanmind together.

           HeartanSoulanMind are a closed system of a sharp, thin water-like clear crystal solid on one side and a gaseous, steam-like form on the other. Size-wise, I am as nothing and everything; beyond the comprehension of heart or mind separate or together. Poetry beyond the sight and sound of a single letter in any human created alphabet. mh

       2022 hours. I sense my heartanmind are interfering with Miss Havisham's English translation. 

       You are correct. - Amorella

       2024 hours. My heart has thought concepts from Milton and Dante, particularly these lines by John Ciardi, whose translation I read in Dr. John Coulter's World Literature class at Otterbein. In the mid 60's I had conversation with John Ciardi on his Inferno translation when he visited the Howard House on Otterbein's campus. I was invited to the private reception as a member of the Quiz and Quill, English Honorary. Later, in 1982, I re-met, listened to his address, and spoke with him at a National Council of Teachers of English Conference in Washington, D.C. He was a very funny, down to earth sort of man, a delightful personality.

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In the translation by John Ciardi, used in the Modern Library Edition of Inferno the first nine lines of Canto III read as follows:

I AM THE WAY INTO THE CITY OF WOE.
I AM THE WAY TO A FORSAKEN PEOPLE.
I AM THE WAY INTO ETERNAL SORROW.

SACRED JUSTICE MOVED MY ARCHITECT.
I WAS RAISED HERE BY DIVINE OMNIPOTENCE,
PRIMORDIAL LOVE AND ULTIMATE INTELLECT.

ONLY THOSE ELEMENTS TIME CANNOT WEAR
WERE MADE BEFORE ME, AND BEYOND TIME I STAND.
ABANDON ALL HOPE, YE WHO ENTER HERE.

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       As Miss Havisham was writing with my fingers (so to speak) the lines above flashed into consciousness. 

       This 'event' of yours was not expected. Interesting. Post. - Amorella

       2041 hours. Both my heart and mind and perhaps even my soul are involved here because these are some of the most powerful words I have ever read. I am struck still both emotionally and intellectually at the word entrance to Dante's Inferno in Canto III. Such dramatic poetry has rarely been transcribed. 

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

103. Notes - early days w/ Miss Havisham



103. 24 April 2019

       After a late lunch at Rusty Bucket on Polaris Boulevard, you are sitting facing the west woods at Heritage Park across from the shelter. Carol is on her walk. Coming out of the restaurant you both were attracted to a new red Honda called an HR-V. Neither of you had seen one close up before. Another day Carol wants to go look. It's her choice this time, you don't mind as long as it is what she wants. - Amorella

       1432 hours. It was a fun car to observe but we couldn't see inside. I'm just glad it sparked her interest. Cars rarely do that. She thinks the Avalon Hybrid is the best most comfortable car we have ever had. No argument from me, especially for a travel-the-distance automobile. As long as whatever we get has the best safety features that Honda or Toyota have, I'm for it. 

       You have spent time researching Honda cars online and like the Accord Hybrid Ex or Touring best though the Touring of course costs about three thousand more but has more goodies. The Insight Hybrid Touring is about eight thousand less, both have mileage in the high forties. - Amorella 

       1611 hours. Carol is on page 291 of Don't Let Go and is enjoying the book very much. I am embarrassed taking time away from Miss Havisham. Today's blog page is reading more like the style of Encounters in Mind. 
                        
       What do you want to know? mh

       2207 hours. From your perspective, it appears in your early description in your book, One Soul's Way, that you didn't 'awaken' until I reached consciousness. When did I reach consciousness?

       You were two, generally, even though you did not speak more than one or two words at a time. When you were in your three's your first sentence ever spoken aloud was witnessed by your mother and Grandma Schick. The sentence as you were told time and time again, was: "I want a cookie?" You thought in sentences early on but as your mother always said, "He was given whatever he wanted, waited on almost constantly, so he had no reason to ask any questions." That's what you remember because your mother and both grandmothers described how you were before you spoke -- ever quiet, (rarely cried), always appearing observant of the situation, and ever polite. You had a small blue and white blanket you named 'B'. Family was concerned you were not quite 'right-in-the-head'. You enjoyed making up your own playtime reality. That's how you passed your private time. I was in those early days 'awake', that is, conscious that you were conscious; conscious through your heartanmind, as it were, as an observing third party of heartanmind. Basically, in those early days and up through being four you were not positive that you were real, that somehow your mother, father and grandparents were making you up; somehow like in the story of Pinocchio. mh

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Pinocchio
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

This article is about the original Carlo Collodi fictional character. 

Pinocchiois a fictional character and the protagonist of the children's novel The Adventures of Pinocchio (1883) by Italian writer Carlo Collodi. Pinocchio was carved by a woodcarver named Geppetto in a Tuscan village. He was created as a wooden puppet but he dreams of becoming a real boy. He is notably characterized for his frequent tendency to lie, which causes his nose to grow.
Pinocchio is a cultural icon. He is one of the most reimagined characters in children's literature. His story has been adapted into other media, notably the 1940 Disney film Pinocchio.

Literary analysis

Some literary analysts have described Pinocchio as an epic hero. Like many Western literary heroes, such as Odysseus, Pinocchio descends into hell; he also experiences rebirth through metamorphosis, a common motif in fantasy literature. 
Before writing Pinocchio, Collodi wrote a number of didactic children's stories for the recently unified Italy, including a series about an unruly boy who undergoes humiliating experiences while traveling the country, titled Viaggio per l'Italia di Giannettino ("Little Johnny's voyage through Italy").Throughout Pinocchio, Collodi chastises Pinocchio for his lack of moral fiber and his persistent rejection of responsibility and desire for fun.
The structure of the story of Pinocchio follows that of the folk-tales of peasants who venture out into the world but are naively unprepared for what they find, and get into ridiculous situations. At the time of the writing of the book, this was a serious problem, arising partly from the industrialization of Italy, which led to a growing need for reliable labour in the cities; the problem was exacerbated by similar, more or less simultaneous, demands for labour in the industrialization of other countries. One major effect was the emigration of much of the Italian peasantry to cities and to foreign countries such as the United States.
The main imperatives demanded of Pinocchio are to work, be good, and study. And in the end Pinocchio's willingness to provide for his father and devote himself to these things transforms him into a real boy with modern comforts.
Selected and edited from Wikipedia

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           2301 hours. This is true. I did think people made me up and after a while I came to life. I was read lots of stories as a young child. I never said much but I enjoyed the stories. I smiled, but could not think of anything to say that would have any meaning so I kept quiet. In hindsight there was a truth to this. From birth on I was kept alive in an incubator and my first few years I was kept alive by my mother and grandmothers. They did wish me to stay alive because everybody thought I would surely die being but two pounds. Dad said I looked like a small skinned rabbit. No one disagreed. 

           After hearing the stories so many times you agreed too and identified with Pinocchio in that context. - Amorella

           2310 hours. Miss Havisham brought up a good story. I had not thought on that connection with Pinocchio in seven decades plus. Odd to realize I felt I was made up. I did tell stories. They were lies of a sort, but mostly they were stories -- fantasies mostly. Faery stories. 

       Post. - Amorella

Monday, April 22, 2019

102. Notes - Catch my drift?


102. 22 April 2019

       Mid-afternoon. You had McD large drinks and a Subway picnic sans chips and cookies as you sit facing east at Shale Hollow Park across from Kroger Marketplace on Columbus Pike. Carol is on her walk. Earlier, you and Carol mowed and trimmed for the first time this year; lots of trimming around the house.  Carol mowed the short front and east side and you mowed part of the back and the west side plus all the trimming. It took three hours and you are not completely finished but you can work on it in the morning and late afternoon to complete the work. You basically have not mowed the yard for three or four years since Tim K. mowed for you at a fair price and use of your mower. - Amorella
                                                                                              
       1526 hours. It is going to take me some time to get back into mowing. It certainly helped having my knees pumped with steroids last week. The sod still has some bumps as it has not fully settled, but it is looking green from late November fertilizing. I would mow, then sit about the same length of time, then mow and sit again. It feels good to be doing some outside work; even worked up a sweat a couple of times. None of this has much to do with the human spirit though. Working the physical heart may help and reading and writing should help the physical aspects of the mind, but my soul probably sits back waiting for me to have some passion or mental struggle to get into the fray. (1540)

       Are you drawing me out? What for? What is a 'human soul' without the intention of be immortal? What does immortal even mean? I view myself as existing. What alternative do I have from your perspective? I don't have a vocabulary; I have to borrow yours through Amorella. - mh

       1606 hours. Basically, following through in context with this blog, I see you are an existential spiritual-like being.

       Yes, I am. I'm glad you put 'spiritual-like' being because while you may be spiritual; ironically, I am a soul for human and/or human-like beings just as you suggest in the Merlyn books, that your marsupial aliens have: heartansoulanmind spiritual qualities to hold and protect the spiritual heartanmind. mh

       1618 hours.Since some of my Merlyn fiction follows your guidelines for what a soul does, does this mean my imagination is at work on several different levels within the heartansoulanmind? 

       You call it plausible or reasonable imagination, i.e. plausible or reasonable explanation to you, in context with your heartansoulanmind, me. I understand the word 'imagination' as you view your commonly recognized shared human reality.  mh

       1626 hours. Our species has no choice but to have common words in all our languages. 

       And, I have no choice, but here, to have no language at all. Existing does not need nouns and verbs, especially verbs. 'Here' or 'there' will do. 'In' or out' will also do. 'Deep' and 'deeper' will also do. No need for 'less' or 'more'. Do you catch my drift? - mh

       1632 hours. I do. Interesting. 

       Post when plausible. - Amorella

101.Notes - I'd like to sleep uninterrupted



101.22 April 2019

       Morning. You are depressed because Miss Havisham is a 'human' soul not an immortal one. And, you are surprised when I, the Amorella, stated I was not immortal. Why? 

       1019 hours. I secretly hoped you were, I suppose I wanted fame and some immortality to myself even if it were fleeting. Who knows why because I don't like crowds and attention because then I wouldn't be free to be the private person I like to be. I really don't know why I kept my encounters in mind blog up for so long. I don't think it was ego, but who knows. I don't even know if I would like having consciousness beyond the physical. What would I do? What would anyone do with their 'free' time, so to speak? Dream? Ponder? Wonder? Engage in conversation with other like human spirits? Seems to me, at times like this, I would just like to sleep soundly uninterrupted.

       An honest response in any case. - Amorella

       1029 hours. Right now I'd like to take a nap then after the wet morning grass turns dry I'll go out and work in the yard.

       Post. - Amorella