Monday, May 20, 2019

127. Notes - kindness / Rules, Guidance and Ethics


                                 127. 20 May 2019             

       Mid-afternoon. Running errands today, take out BiBiBop lunch, errand and to Heritage Park, facing the west woods with Alum Creek beyond and the picnic shelter behind. Carol is walking. - Amorella

       1503 hours. Adding to Miss Havisham's comment yesterday, if and when you find this spiritual struggle were not honest or true I would be honored if this were cancelled. Also, Amorella has a long-lasting similar rule concerning my honest and true clarity behavior within these blogs. Though I am in doubt about the spiritual reality of Angels I write the words in this and other blog though one were looking over my shoulder. Even with full doubts I have the deepest respect for the concept of Angels and G-D whether they exist or not. For the record though, I have no doubt on the existence of the human spirit; it exists through our necessity of more fully being the species we are.

       You wonder from where the words above come from within yourself because to you they flow from your fingertips as water flows from a spigot. - mh

       1519 hours. Intuitively, the words seemed to flow from Nothing with a capital; a well of Nothing else within.

       A spigot is more apt. -mh

       Orndorff, you have a loss of words presently. You feel as though you are here and not here at the same time. - Amorella

       1544 hours. Whoa. This happens periodically, but it has been a few years. I used to ask myself where I am when I am not here. I don't ever remember coming up with a satisfactory response even from you Amorella. 

       You never leave your soul, my friend, so wherever you think you go it is not far. mh

       1548 hours. I either drifted into momentarily unconsciousness or it was a pure lapse of short-term memory. By the way, between 159 hours and 1542 hours we left to buy a diet Coke from McD's and returned. The consciousness lapse was only momentary. 

       Sometimes, orndorff, you appear to me to momentarily disappear, a flickering light from an old fashion light bulb not screwed in properly or a flickering light with loose wiring. These are rare instances but do happen, sometimes without you consciously realizing it. Carol is drifting off to sleep. Time to go. - Amorella


       You took a needed nap, watched the evening news with Carol and ate half a leftover Reuben sans rye while Carol sipped leftover (Alta's Arizona) turkey soup for supper. - Amorella

       2009 hours. We are having a quiet relaxing evening before the political storm brewing tomorrow. Such a world we live in. Nothing new. Fights over injustice, fights over political power, fights over abortion ethics, health scares, Spring weather -- one Class of 2019 had their college debts paid by a very wealthy and generous man, the speaker at graduation who told the college class to pay it forward later, when they could. It was a wonderful sight to see all those students dumbfounded and joyously celebratory once realizing what had been said. "Pay it forward" was his instruction. What a simple generous gesture. What kindness. Such kindness appears new on the evening news, but not to our species; kindness is not forgotten by our species. 

       Post. - Amorella


       Pay it forward is what you do, Mr. Orndorff. mh

       2047 hours. Don't embarrass me, Miss Havisham. I know to what you are referring and you are reminding me of my personal conflict. 

       Reminding you is my right. Simple ethics. Ethics, by the way, is the third division of five. Rules, Guidance and now Ethics. mh

       2052 hours. Reminding me is a rule. 

       Yes, it is. mh

       Post. - Amorella
       

Sunday, May 19, 2019

126. Notes - thesis of this spiritual struggle


126. 19 May 2019

       Afternoon. You and Carol worked in the yard earlier today and you both are still tired; you from the heat and Carol from the actual work. - Amorella

       1412 hours. You are always to the point, Amorella. Yep, that's the way the late morning was. I am interested in the definition of metaphysics above because, to me, this project hits on three: 1, unchanging things (the soul); 2. the mind/body problem (heart and mind as a spiritual combination). These examples are treated as metaphysics  via Kant's Critique of Pure Reason.

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Rejections of metaphysics


. . . David Hume took a strong position, arguing that all genuine knowledge involves either mathematics or matters of fact and that metaphysics, which goes beyond these, is worthless. He concludes his Enquiry Concerning Human Understanding with the statement:
If we take in our hand any volume; of divinity or school metaphysics, for instance; let us ask, Does it contain any abstract reasoning concerning quantity or number? No. Does it contain any experimental reasoning concerning matter of fact and existence? No. Commit it then to the flames: for it can contain nothing but sophistry and illusion.
Thirty-three years after Hume's Enquiry appeared,Immanuel Kant published his Critique of Pure Reason. Although he followed Hume in rejecting much of previous metaphysics, he [Kant] argued that there was still room for some synthetic a prioriknowledge, concerned with matters of fact yet obtainable independent of experience. These included fundamental structures of space, time, and causality. He also argued for the freedom of the will and the existence of "things in themselves", the ultimate (but unknowable) objects of experience.

Selected and edited from Wikipedia - metaphysics

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       1456 hours. To me the soul is an example of Kant's "the existence of things in themselves". The heart and mind (both used spiritually here) also fit -- they are more than implied fundamental spiritual-like elements of being human and the heart and mind and soul are fundamental elements in our way of life.

       I, the Amorella, find this an acceptable reference to metaphysical in terms of use of this blog which at most is an argument bordering on philosophical thought.

       From my perspective the words are irrelevant. mh

       Carol is on her walk at Heritage Park, you stopped to buy a McD diet Coke and cookies after dropping her off, and for a change, you are facing south-east with the picnic shelter to your right and the swings on the playground straight ahead. - Amorella

       1604 hours. It is supposed to downpour in about an hour, but it is really comfortable with the cloudy skies. Why are words irrelevant Miss Havisham?

       I normally do not deal with matters of the heartanmind unless or until they make an agreement first. I am not for bickering. I am not judge or jury. I will intervene when appropriate, arbitrator-like, much as the part Amorella is playing between us as you have noticed. One division is "Rules", a second division is "Guidance". - mh

       1613 hours. I would have never come up with "Guidance". The division sounds didactic in nature. (I have to look this up to make sure of the specifics.)

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didactic - adjective - intended to teach, particularly in having moral instruction as an ulterior motive: a didactic novel that set out to expose social injustice• in the manner of a teacher, particularly so as to treat someone in a patronizing way: slow-paced, didactic lecturing.

Selected and edited from the Oxford/American software

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       Carol arrived and is now on page 122, Chapter 15 of Coben's Darkest Fear. The sprinkles have begun. You are somewhat embarrassed to admit you have to look up words that many people know and use. - Amorella

       1637 hours. I know 'didactic' such as moral instruction, i.e. a lecture in the worst sense of the word lecture. I gave a lecture at least once a week for most of my career. I considered them imparting knowledge partly of the social dynamics of history/literature/grammar not moral instruction. It was (until recently) my assumption that is the kind of lecture I would expect from a soul -- a rather stern, berating one with several 'do nots' in it. (1646)

       You considered the soul to be a force of moral instruction, such as a wise, old soul giving you private advice on how to avoid furthering a private dilemma in the still physically living heartanmind. mh

       1652 hours. I don't know how we got in this topic but yes, I suppose. Although, when I think about it, that is probably what many people would expect a guardian angel to do. There are a lot of cultural sayings about souls. 

       Let's look at a list from online. mh

       1707 hours. I'll check but I don't remember ever seeing such a list. I imagine there are a few like 'wise old soul'.  ---- Here's what I have found initially. Old souls are generally considered wise people who supposedly have old souls in them. \This is an example of what I am not looking for.

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What Is An ‘Old Soul’?

On the simplest definition, old souls are people who have had many different lives. This is often regardless of if they can actively recall those previous incarnations of themselves or not.
If this applies to you, you’ve probably always felt like it was difficult to find people who really understood you. In the worst cases, you may have felt isolated or deeply lonely, while in more moderate cases you may remember just feeling somehow out of step with most of your friends, family or colleagues. This tends to happen because old souls feel a kind of disconnect from the material plane. Similarly, they have an innate level of understanding that is simply beyond most people.
You may sometimes meet a child who strikes you as an old soul. In this way, these children are typically quieter than average, more thoughtful and may come across as daydreamers. They need careful, attentive nurturing in order to adjust to the differences between themselves and their peers.
Whether you suspect that you or someone you love might be an old soul, it’s important to be aware that this offers many benefits. In addition, as we’ll discuss below, old souls can have incredibly fulfilling lives; it can just take a while to figure out what their purpose should be.
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       1810 hours. I cannot find anything online that fits the context of the question, 'What are the characteristics of the soul?' Anyone can look them up. Therefore, I am returning to Wikipedia for my response.

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Soul

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The soul, in many religious, philosophical, and mythological traditions, is the incorporeal essence of a living being. Soul or psyche (Ancient Greek: ψυχή psūkhḗ, of ψύχειν psū́khein, "to breathe") comprises the mental abilities of a living being: reason, character, feeling, consciousness, memory, perception, thinking, etc. Depending on the philosophical system, a soul can either be mortal or immortal. In Judeo-Christianity, only human beings have immortal souls (although immortality is disputed within Judaism and the concept of immortality may have been influenced by Plato). For example, the Catholic theologian Thomas Aquinas attributed "soul" (anima) to all organisms but argued that only human souls are immortal. 
Other religions (most notably Hinduism and Jainism) hold that all living things from the smallest bacterium to the largest of mammals are the souls themselves (Atman, jiva) and have their physical representative (the body) in the world. The actual self is the soul, while the body is only a mechanism to experience the karma of that life. Thus if we see a tiger then there is a self-conscious identity residing in it (the soul), and a physical representative (the whole body of the tiger, which is observable) in the world. Some teach that even non-biological entities (such as rivers and mountains) possess souls. This belief is called animism. Greek philosophers, such as Socrates, Plato, and Aristotle, understood that the soul (ψυχή psūchê) must have a logical faculty, the exercise of which was the most divine of human actions. At his defense trial, Socrates even summarized his teaching as nothing other than an exhortation for his fellow Athenians to excel in matters of the psyche since all bodily goods are dependent on such excellence (Apology 30a–b).
The current consensus of modern science is that there is no evidence to support the existence of the soul when traditionally defined as the spiritual breath of the body. In metaphysics, the concept of "Soul" may be equated with that of "Mind" in order to refer to the consciousness and intellect of the individual.

Selected and edited from Wikipedia

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       1817 hours. From the Wikipedia definition above what would you, Miss Havisham, agree with relative to the context of this project? 

       Drop the material below and I will edit it in the context of this project. - mh

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* Soul

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

[The] Soul comprises [selected] mental abilities of a living being: reason, character, feeling, consciousness, memory, perception, thinking, etc. 

The actual self is [within] the soul, while the body is a mechanism to experience the karma of that life.

Greek philosophers, such as Socrates, Plato, and Aristotle, understood that the soul (ψυχή psūchê) must have a logical faculty, the exercise of which was the most divine of human actions. 

In metaphysics, the concept of "Soul" may be equated with that of "Mind" in order to refer to the consciousness and intellect of the individual.

Selected and edited from Wikipedia by Miss Havisham

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       1834 hours. Interesting and unexpected. 

       Post. - Amorella

The Thesis:

2227 hours. Miss Havisham, "why do you say 'selected' mental abilities" above?

       I added 'selected' because the heartanmind have selected (unconsciously) what they find necessary to take with them. The key word is necessary because the spiritual heart and mind take what they 'honest are' and 'not a penny more or less' (figuratively of course). 

       2237 hours. By the same token, "Why do you keep 'the soul (ψυχή psūchê) must have a logical faculty, the exercise of which was the most divine of human actions.'"?

       I keep the logical faculty because otherwise how could I be translated (in context) by Amorella. Your basic question has to do with using the words "most divine" of human actions. You are concerned that I am stepping beyond the bounds of this project and referencing G-D, but I am agreeing that one of the best elements of being human is having both a heart and a mind (reasonableness). Again, otherwise this project could not exist within our own context. mh

       2249 hours. Thank you for the clarity in your response, Miss Havisham. I cannot, at this time, find argument against it. 

       This is a reminder, orndorff, that you, by necessity of your humanitycannot ever come to an honest conclusion that your heartanmind actually witnessed an authentic spiritual Angel whereas your soul, Miss Havisham, is convinced the AN-EL is indeed an authentic 'Spiritual Sign Post', as it were, because she visited the Site of the AN-EL with your heartanmind intact. - Amorella 

       2303 hours. Without full reasoning I cannot accept that what I thought I felt was a spiritual reality because I am a spiritual and a physical being. This is not a matter of 'having faith' for me. It is not in my nature to accept something such as this without question. I am an agnostic. I cannot deny and will not deny what I am. It is not morally right for G-D, if G-D exists, to deny me my own truth-of-being-what-I-am. Even my soul understands my position at least while consciously being alive.

        I would not accept this project if this spiritual struggle were not honest and true. - mh

       Post. - Amorella


Saturday, May 18, 2019

125. Notes - the codex / a category: Rules


125. 18 May 2019

       Afternoon. Carol mowed the yard and you worked on the trimming after a fall while mowing. You have not completed the trimming but plan on it in the evening. This was your first day working outside when the heat began to affect you adversely. (Still shades of the after effect of being stuck near the bottom of the Grand Canyon with no water for a day back in 1960. Temperature was about 125 or so, in June as you and your companions remember it.)  

       1633 hours. George Miles saved my life along with help from George Musson and Gary Jackson. Two German hikers saw our plight and told the rangers on top when they got up and out. The next day hikers who went down not as far as we did (we crawled back due to lack of energy) shared some food and water with us. We eventually crawled up and out about 2300 hours that night. The restaurant near Bright Angel Trail let us use their showers for free and we bought food. I don't know where we slept that night. Anyway, we moved on west towards California the next day. None of the others had reoccurring health problems because of the adventure, but hey, we all survived. We drove my Dad's 1952 green Willes Jeep out Rt. 66 and we're on the road six weeks. We got our kicks and more.


       Moving towards dusk. You completed a first draft of the worksheet by completing the number code. - Amorella

       1918 hours. I don't see how to condense some of the material. I have a few of numbering corrections for consistencies' sake, but it seems to me that the whole coding will have to be done once these commentary pieces are condensed and after that, even further condensed. First though, I need categories, Miss Havisham says five. I don't have much of a clue as to where to begin. This choice is Miss Havisham's work as I cannot understand categories from a soul's perspective. I need to be enlightened in terms of a translatable codex. (1927)

       Take a break, orndorff. Post. - Amorella



       Evening. Carol is in bed reading her Coben novel while you are in the black lounger typing. Jadah and Spooky are moving about in the room to settle also. - Amorella

       2141 hours. I have the east side of the house and the back steps to trim. The battery will recharge by morning. Otherwise, no more yard work until next weekend. I have absolutely no idea of Miss Havisham's approach to five categories.

       I can give you a help, orndorff. First settle yourself on a definition of metaphysics to fit this circumstance. - Amorella

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soul - noun (spirit)

the part of a person [that] some people believe continues to exist in some form after the body has died, or the part of a person or thing that expresses the basic qualities that make it what it is:
May her soul rest in peace.

Selected and edited from - Cambridge English Dictionary

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       2301 hours. What I know about Miss Havisham. She shows use of: A. distance (here to there); B. shape (circle); C. height (flat and flatter); D. reason (who, what, where, why); E. numbers (one, two, three); F. protection (defense); . . 

       Basic Qualities: The four classical virtues: prudence; temperance; courage; justice. Plus, kindness; humility; hope; honesty; friendship (trust); compassion; empathy . . . 

       2323 hours. The above are examples of our better humanity (individually and living within a social structure). These examples are not five categories however. Miss Havisham, please help me a word to work within terms of a category. 

       Rules. mh

       2332 hours. Thank you. 

       Do not erase your thoughts preceding "Rules". Post. - Amorella

       2351 hours. I conclude with a definition of metaphysics from Stanford.

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Metaphysics

First published Mon Sep 10, 2007; substantive revision Fri Oct 31, 2014

It is not easy to say what metaphysics is. Ancient and Medieval philosophers might have said that metaphysics was, like chemistry or astrology, to be defined by its subject-matter: metaphysics was the “science” that studied “being as such” or “the first causes of things” or “things that do not change”. It is no longer possible to define metaphysics that way, for two reasons. First, a philosopher who denied the existence of those things that had once been seen as constituting the subject-matter of metaphysics—first causes or unchanging things—would now be considered to be making thereby a metaphysical assertion. Second, there are many philosophical problems that are now considered to be metaphysical problems (or at least partly metaphysical problems) that are in no way related to first causes or unchanging things—the problem of free will, for example, or the problem of the mental and the physical. --
Selected and edited from - https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/metaphysics/


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Friday, May 17, 2019

124. Notes - exact opposite


124.  17 May 2019

       Late morning. You have completed the worksheet task. It holds 6900 words, most of which are directly from Miss Havisham. - Amorella

       1142 hours. A few are my own to read her words in context. It is interesting to note that as we worked further along the dialogue between us seems more real, as if we are two people not a person and his soul. 

       That is because Miss Havisham is a personification. - Amorella

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Definition:
Personification is one of the most commonly used and recognized literary devices. It refers to the practice of attaching human traits and characteristics with inanimate objects, phenomena and animals.
Example:
“The raging winds”
“The wise owl”
“The warm and comforting fire”
Selected from: literary devices dot com
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       Worksheet 1 is acceptable as is. - mh
       You and Carol are having lunch with Kim at Rusty Bucket at one o'clock. She will meet you there. - Amorella
         Under a now cloudy sky you are heading over to Shale Hollow Park for Carol's walking, but first meeting Kim at Kroger Marketplace on Rt. 23. You are waiting in the Honda. - Amorella
         1436 hours. I am not sure what me to do with the worksheet?

       Clean it up and divide into separate parts. After, take the separate parts and put each in a box in the Scapple app. From there, later, we will sort them into five categories. - mh

       1442 hours. I thought it would be something of that sort but I wanted to make sure. 

       It's okay, orndorff. Ask Miss Havisham first to make sure you're on the same place.  - Amorella

       1445 hours. I would think that I wouldn't need to ask, that I could do this intuitively. For instance, I thought Miss Havisham would suggest using Scapple otherwise why would you have ordered it, but intuitively I choose to ask her first because, oddly enough Miss Havisham, my own soul, is not me, Richard just as I do not see you as myself either even though both of you sit in my head, so to speak. 

       By necessity you are pragmatic, boy. You do what works for you. This is one of the many reasons you do not follow a Utopian philosophy. - Amorella

       1505 hours. I will separate each comment sticking with the same number but adding a subset number also for classification. Plus, if I need a clarification I can find the comment to see it within its original context. 

       Yes, plus a letter can be added later to show the one of five categories where listed. - Miss Havisham

       1511 hours. I like you just fine, Miss Havisham. I believe we are going to get along quite well. (What an odd thought.)

       You are in character just as we are; quite funny and a bit quirky at the same time. mh

       1514 hours. Whatever works to keep us all comfortable with one another. Strange, this is an exact opposite setting of Sartre's No Exit.I will make a copy of the worksheet and work from the copy. 

       Post. - Amorella

Thursday, May 16, 2019

123. Notes - a two dimensional broad line


123. 16 May 2019

       Late mid-morning. The boys are in school, Carol is having cereal for late breakfast, the cats are sunning and you are waiting to hear about lunch from Fritz. You also have Worksheet 1 ready for use. - Amorella

       1012 hours. I assume I'll use the worksheet to copy the items Miss Havisham wants to list before sorting into categories. Besides, I need to do this before I can decide on categories. I want this work fully organized so I can easily follow the criteria and directions of focus. 

       We need a spiritual world two-dimensional broadline you can follow. First, though, yes, let's make a list on the worksheet and go from there. mh

       1019 hours. Schematics from Dante and Milton flash to mind. 

       Begin list from when I arrive. mh

       You are at Bob Evans waiting on Fritz. Carol has plans for the afternoon. Be at Kim and Paul's for the boys off the bus at three-thirty. - Amorella

       You had a good lunch with Fritz. The topic - universal human communication first with hand gestures then later with words. We still use hand gestures unconsciously, but gestures along with facial images translate easier. Fritz thinks your new direction in yesterday's blog is a bit deep, but that the deepness is not a criticism of the concept. - Amorella

       1356 hours. I still do not know where to begin in terms of a 'list' specifics. 

       You were becoming caught up in what is important to you in your own recent background research into metaphysics. mh

       1400 hours. True. The focus is to be on your concepts Miss Havisham, and I agree. How about beginning with Note 79. 

       You have arrived at Kim and Paul's and are awaiting the boys return. - Amorella

       Note 79 it is. Let's use a worksheet first. - mh`

       Post. - Amorella

       2220 hours. I have 21 pages of copied Miss Havisham text from March and April. I'll copy the remaining May text tomorrow. 
       

Wednesday, May 15, 2019

122. Notes - the intellectual challenge of my life


122. 15 May 2019

       Late morning. You have a Scrapple app. Put it on the desktop. - Amorella

       Mid-afternoon. You and Carol are at Kim and Paul's waiting for the boys to return from school around four. Kim is in Cleveland for work and Paul is on a golfing trip. You watch the boys tonight and tomorrow when they are not in school. Kim will be home tomorrow night. - Amorella 


       1537 hours. I have the Scapple App and the User Manual now on the desktop from my iCloud account. I need to read over the manual it has been a while since skimmed over the concept when first downloaded. 

       The boys chose Potbelly's for supper. Afterwards, you stopped at the house to put out the trash and recycle for tomorrow. Once at Kim and Paul's Owen and Brennan shot hoops until bath/shower time, which is now. - Amorella

       1950 hours. I have to go over the directions of the Scapple App, but first I need to see the focus. It
was a good idea, Amorella, to remind me of this never used app. Whatever, I am excited as I foresee a focused project on the horizon. 

       This is Mr. Orndorff's soul personified. The name I choose to be called is Miss Havisham. I am personified by Mr. Orndorff's spiritual-like writing guide of some thirty years, Amorella. I will show Mr. Orndorff's soul's sense-of-self and its theoretical environs out to the metaphysical post of this soul's witnessed, in my words, the AN-EL. Amorella is also our translator, i.e. his outer immortal soul, Miss Havisham, translates dialogue and observation to and from orndorff's inner mortal heartanmind which is stored and protected within my metaphysical Happenstance. Mr. Orndorff will be known by what he is on a most personal spiritual level, Orndorff, the Agnostic. - mh

       Post. - Amorella

       2158 hours. Until a short time ago I had no conscious idea of this project. This looks like it is going to be a fun project; the best hypothetical project of my entire writing life. I am ready for the intellectual challenge.