127. 20 May 2019
Mid-afternoon. Running errands today, take out BiBiBop lunch, errand and to Heritage Park, facing the west woods with Alum Creek beyond and the picnic shelter behind. Carol is walking. - Amorella
1503 hours. Adding to Miss Havisham's comment yesterday, if and when you find this spiritual struggle were not honest or true I would be honored if this were cancelled. Also, Amorella has a long-lasting similar rule concerning my honest and true clarity behavior within these blogs. Though I am in doubt about the spiritual reality of Angels I write the words in this and other blog though one were looking over my shoulder. Even with full doubts I have the deepest respect for the concept of Angels and G-D whether they exist or not. For the record though, I have no doubt on the existence of the human spirit; it exists through our necessity of more fully being the species we are.
You wonder from where the words above come from within yourself because to you they flow from your fingertips as water flows from a spigot. - mh
1519 hours. Intuitively, the words seemed to flow from Nothing with a capital; a well of Nothing else within.
A spigot is more apt. -mh
Orndorff, you have a loss of words presently. You feel as though you are here and not here at the same time. - Amorella
1544 hours. Whoa. This happens periodically, but it has been a few years. I used to ask myself where I am when I am not here. I don't ever remember coming up with a satisfactory response even from you Amorella.
You never leave your soul, my friend, so wherever you think you go it is not far. mh
1548 hours. I either drifted into momentarily unconsciousness or it was a pure lapse of short-term memory. By the way, between 159 hours and 1542 hours we left to buy a diet Coke from McD's and returned. The consciousness lapse was only momentary.
Sometimes, orndorff, you appear to me to momentarily disappear, a flickering light from an old fashion light bulb not screwed in properly or a flickering light with loose wiring. These are rare instances but do happen, sometimes without you consciously realizing it. Carol is drifting off to sleep. Time to go. - Amorella
You took a needed nap, watched the evening news with Carol and ate half a leftover Reuben sans rye while Carol sipped leftover (Alta's Arizona) turkey soup for supper. - Amorella
2009 hours. We are having a quiet relaxing evening before the political storm brewing tomorrow. Such a world we live in. Nothing new. Fights over injustice, fights over political power, fights over abortion ethics, health scares, Spring weather -- one Class of 2019 had their college debts paid by a very wealthy and generous man, the speaker at graduation who told the college class to pay it forward later, when they could. It was a wonderful sight to see all those students dumbfounded and joyously celebratory once realizing what had been said. "Pay it forward" was his instruction. What a simple generous gesture. What kindness. Such kindness appears new on the evening news, but not to our species; kindness is not forgotten by our species.
Pay it forward is what you do, Mr. Orndorff. mh
2047 hours. Don't embarrass me, Miss Havisham. I know to what you are referring and you are reminding me of my personal conflict.
Reminding you is my right. Simple ethics. Ethics, by the way, is the third division of five. Rules, Guidance and now Ethics. mh
2052 hours. Reminding me is a rule.
Yes, it is. mh
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