137. Notes - You are funny, Mr. Orndorff / No apology

137. 31 May 2019

       Mid-morning. You are having a problem articulating your frustration with Miss Havisham. Why? Because you remember what you once wanted chipped into your headstone: "Mostly Fiction" which is the darkest of your humor laced with irony. It seems, to you, that Miss Havisham is practicing what you once preached about yourself: "Remember, I am mostly fiction." Why? Because from the time you can remember you have made up stories or embellished stories because it made the story more entertaining. Why? Because you were bored. At four and five you believed in faeries and ghosts. You continued to believe in both until way in the forties. Why? Because it was not impossible even though it was way passed probable. You once thought I could possibly be an Angel of G-D even though you are an agnostic. Why? Because you 'felt' personal evidence of it. Being an agnostic though and knowing that human beings are full of self-deception; there is always the probability of self-trickery at work. Everything (human) is not always what it seems. You remember that Miss Havisham feels, as it were, that an Angel is possible, that she feels something to that effect, but that you, your human spirit, your heartansoulanmind together does not fully appreciate the one-third which appears, to you, to be too eager to please. Yesterday's words in blue seem to have been baiting you, and you are not going to have any of that if you can help it. Do these words explain your frustration? - Amorella

       0932 hours. Yes, they do. Thank you, Amorella. It is an editorial of sorts, a rebuttal to what Miss Havisham said yesterday. The best part, to me, was her wit with the "long and the short of the dash" (technically a hyphen) between the capital G and D. Shakespeare's Hamlet says, "Since brevity is the soul of wit / And tediousness the limbs and outward flourishes, I will be brief . . ." I twist that around and say, my soul is the brevity of wit with the 'dash' explanation. That is my heartansoulanmind at work not just my soul, Miss Havisham. (0941)

       You are funny, Mr. Orndorff. - mh

       Post. - Amorella

       You are up at Oakland Nursery on Rt. 36 on the far east side of Delaware proper. Carol is shopping for plants. You got fifty miles per gallon taking Kim and Paul over to Muirfield to watch the golf tournament. - Amorella

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Muirfield Village

Muirfield Village is an upscale golf-oriented community in the central United States, located in Dublin, Ohio, a suburb north of Columbus.

Founded by Jack Nicklaus, it is named after Muirfield, Scotland,^[4] where he won the first of his three British Open titles in 1966 to complete the first of his three career grand slams. The village contains an eponymous golf course that hosts the Memorial Tournament, a PGA Tour event played each spring since its inception 43 years ago in 1976. A bronze sculpture of Nicklaus mentoring a young golfer, unveiled in 1999, is located in the wide median of Muirfield Drive.^[5][6]

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       You are embarrassed that the miles per gallon popped from your fingertips because it is irrelevant to the objective at hand, but it is not, because Miss Havisham was affected by your initial passion for the car mileage. "Awesome!" you said to yourself, "I'll have to tell Paul," and you did only because your finger hit the car phone accidently and his number rang once. You shut it off immediately, but he called you right back. After apologizing, you spirted the news out as you hung up. - mh

       1354 hours. These little things are not important, Miss Havisham.

       You are wrong in that assumption, Mr. Orndorff. Most everyone will tell you that some of the most seemingly trivial observations in their personal world will drop into their souls and stay forever. -mh

       1639 hours. What people say and what happens can easily be two different things. This last paragraph of yours reads like an exaggeration, Miss Havisham. Things happen. For example, someone speeds through a yellow to red light, but then at before the next light someone in a large tow truck pulls out from a side street distracted by a bee in the car. The car hits the truck and the driver of the car dies. The light signal appeared trivial but by speeding through it he was in an unavoidable accident with a tow truck and died. If the bee hadn't distracted the truck driver all would have been well. Coincidence, but it could have been avoided if both drivers drove in safer modes of operation, but as is, one dies and the other lives knowing he should have paid more attention. As the event staying in their souls forever, who knows. Being immortal or not, what does a soul know of forever; a human being knows even less. People are full of bullshit, and I'm no different than anyone else . . .. It's easy to put words into sentences but whatever the words don't make what appears factual actually so. Details are most always missing. Lots of so-called facts are filled in with assumptions no one wants to deal with. What do some people say, "Leave it up to G-D to decide what happened" or "It was G-D will." I don't feel there is anything wrong with people saying, "It's G-D will." What do I know? The point is that it can be thought through deeper which in my mind is more humbling and thus more personally sacred. (1732)

       Why don't you just shut up for a while, orndorff and post. (Don't you dare apologize.) - Amorella

       1735 hours. You know how to put it to me, Amorella. You are just amazing. 

136. Notes - the dash

136. 30 May 2019

       Mid-morning. When you awoke about three hours ago your thoughts were on yesterday's family gathering at Old Bag of Nails.  Most remembered the place as Ben Franklin's Five and Dime, but Aunt Ruthie again reminded everyone that the building was an A&P when she worked there as a clerk. - Amorella

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The Great Atlantic & Pacific Tea Company, better known as A&P, was an American chain of grocery stores that ceased supermarket operations in November 2015, after 156 years in business. From 1915 through 1975, A&P was the largest grocery retailer in the United States (and until 1965, the largest U.S. retailer of any kind) A&P was considered an American icon that, according to The Wall Street Journal, "was as well-known as McDonald's or Google is today", and was "the Walmart before Walmart". At its peak in the 1940s, A&P captured 10% of total US grocery spend Known for innovation, A&P and the supermarkets that followed its lead significantly improved nutritional habits by making available a vast assortment of food products at much lower costs. Until 1982, A&P also was a large food manufacturer. In his 1952 book, American Capitalism, John Kenneth Galbraith cited A&P's manufacturing strategy as a classic example of countervailing power that was a welcome alternative to state price controls.

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       You brought up how your mother said you were a lot like her Grandpa [Charles Fletcher] Freeman and she laughed and said "Grandpa Charlie was lazy, but everyone liked him. He would sit in a rocker on the front porch at the large white house on the north side of East College before the railroad tracks. People would walk by and say, "Hi, Charlie!" and he would respond, "How ye be?" - Amorella

       1417 hours. My other great, grandfather, Michael Bookman was well liked too. From what I heard from Grandma Orndorff he was known for being a kind-hearted banker. And, sometimes if the bank wouldn't give someone alone, he gave one personally. 

       The key is, both were kind-hearted souls - mh

       Kim, Paul and the boys stopped by and invited you both to casual supper tonight. You are going. Tomorrow you may be taking Kim and Paul over to the big Masters golf tournament in Dublin. They both have a good time spending part of the day at the course and surrounding festivities. Then, Saturday evening they have a wedding downtown, Carol is watching the boys while you again play 'Uber' driver at take them downtown for the wedding and pick them up later. While here, Paul fixed the TV so you could again pick up Prime and Netflix, both have been out for about a week. Paul said you would have to buy a new TV to pick up the extra programming from PBS. - Amorella

       1557 hours. Carol is taking a nap. Paul spent time fun working on Apple Play for the car. Looks cool, once it's hooked up. Now we have it on temporary. 

       Yesterday, when I said I was first, I meant souls were created before beings had spiritual hearts and minds. - mh 

       1614 hours. I assume souls, being immortal, always exist. I need a definition.

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immortal - adjective - living forever; never dying or decaying: our mortal bodies are inhabited by immortal souls. 

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       Souls are not alive and never have been. Souls are disembodied Consciousness in spirit form. This 'Consciousness' is a Gravity, that provides order throughout the spirit world; it also infiltrates the material world between the gravity waves, as between the lines on a page. This 'Consciousness' is not human-like consciousness, it is a Less that is More because it is less than the Nothing that holds the material world in its underliing e-x-i-s-t-e-n-c-e. This is an understanding, not a fact. -mh

       1643 hours. Existence is the larger picture. 

       Yes, existence is without a foundation that exists only because existence exists. mh

       1647 hours. Without material existence spiritual existence would not exist.

       That's the long and the short of it. Without material existence there would be no need for spiritual existence. Disembodied Consciousness would continue to be, but without any other reference. mh

       Without spiritual existence in living material there would be no need for souls. The spiritual existence, the Disembodied Consciousness would not be Necessary. mh

       1655 hours. What does this say about the human sense of what G-D is. 

       The dash. The long and the short of it from a living human's perspective, i.e. human beings in any form, with or without souls, are always too big to see what cannot be phantomed. 

       Post. - Amorella

135. Notes - nourishment to the soul / I learned something

135. 29 May 2019

       Morning. In a half hour or so you are meeting Cathy and Tod at Old Bag of Nails in Uptown Westerville to hold a table for Aunt Ruthie and Tony, Gretchen and Jerry and Wendy and Jim for a pre-summer reunion of family oldsters. - Amorella

       This is very exciting for you because it pleases Aunt Ruthie that you are doing this. Everyone loves Aunt Ruthie and she is one of the last contacts with everyone else in the family who is gone. She's the meat of the meal. - mh

       1053 hours. What an odd expression. 

       A family gathering such as this is nourishment to the soul. - mh

       

       Post. - Amorella

       Nearing bedtime. Everyone had a delightful time and this afternoon you suggested meeting again this Summer. Some positive feedback so you will meet with Aunt Ruthie, Tony and Cathy and Tod. Cathy wrote back with 'lots of stories and laughter [today]". You agree completely. Most everyone told an old story or two about growing up in Westerville. You told Aunt Ruthie that Mom more than once said that you reminded her a lot of her Grandpa Freeman (your great-grandfather). Aunt Ruthie started laughing at the thought, and you wondered if your mother was saying something derogatory about you (in your teens). She said her Grandpa Freeman was very well liked by everyone in the community but that he was basically a lazy man. Everyone laughed. - Amorella

       2220 hours. That's an example of how the stories were from most everybody. Funny things that happened growing up in the Westerville area when the population was about 500 or so in town in summer and when Otterbein was in session there were an added 1000. That's how Aunt Ruthie remembers being told that about those who lived there about 1915. She was born in '29. I had heard Westerville was a small peaceful village where everyone knew everyone else's business or hoped to if they didn't. I think that was from Aunt Patsy some years ago but I wouldn't swear to it. 

       Deep down, what delights you the most in family sessions like this is the intent of showing each other observations of personal humanity in its raw state with everyone accepting everyone else for what they honestly are. - mh

       2233 hours. I like you, Miss Havisham. In some ways you tell things like they are, just like Amorella. 

       Dear Mr. Orndorff, I am in no way like Amorella, though to you it appears that I am because we are both of the spirit world so to speak, and we both 'appear' from your head, that is literally, from your fingertips tapping the computer keys. - mh

       2239 hours. I am really not that eager to hear more from you on this subject, Miss Havisham. I accept that you two are as a different kind of spirit. Obviously, if you are indeed a personification of my soul, then you are a part of me. 

       That is not the way it works. I am first. You are a part of me not the other way around. I accept you. mh

       2245 hours. That turns my table. 

       Post. - Amorella

       2246 hours. Gladly, Amorella. On face value, I learned something tonight, if indeed Miss Havisham is my soul or rather if I am Miss Havisham's spirit human. 

134. Notes - agnostics look / I am your soul / car stats

134. 28 May 2019

       Morning.You are parked facing west at the Oakland Nursery on Rt. 36/37 on the east side of Delaware. Carol and her sister Gayle are looking to buy perennials. Yesterday you had a few more checking out the blog with 140 hits this month alone. Yesterday you were a bit excited about the increase but today not so much. - Amorella

       1032 hours. This type of blog walks a very thin line between Saturday night and Sunday morning. I am not a spiritualist and tend generally to look on them with much sardonic intent. Secret metaphysical showbusiness is what I think they are about. I know this is not completely true, basically my agnostic tendencies rule them out of being trustworthy. 

       Rather arrogant on your part, don't you think? - Amorella

       1034 hours. Agnostics look for reasonable proof, for me, not entirely scientific proof because scientific proof demands validity. One can't scientifically proof Angels or G-D exist. This is the reason I am limiting my 'metaphysics' to the human spirit. This is something one can witness and validate. The soul as an element of the human spirit appears valid to me even if we have a problem with definition. We are built as spiritually oriented creatures. We think in a mythological way about the world and ourselves [humankind] as we reside in it. Joseph Campbell is the one most know about in terms of popularity in our culture. Mythology may have magical tones but it also has spiritual tones. People don't have to be religious to be spiritual, but one would hope religious people also show a true spiritual nature somewhere within behavior from time to time. (1045)

       You 'talked' for eleven minutes and felt you overdid yourself and wanted to just 'shut up'. - Amorella

       1047 hours. I talk too much. This is not supposed to be about my thoughts; it is supposed to be about our greater humanity and how to best use our heartansoulanmind to make ourselves better as individuals and as groups including the greater group: earthlings. If Miss Havisham exhibits real soul-like qualities this is really interesting. It is really interesting if she only exhibits reasonable soul-like qualities because I don't think our definitions of soul are specific enough, they need depth like the spiritual heart and spiritual mind have depth. Case in point.

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soul - noun 1  the spiritual or immaterial part of a human being or animal, regarded as immortal. • a person's moral or emotional nature or sense of identity: in the depths of her soul, she knew he would betray her. 2 emotional or intellectual energy or intensity, especially as revealed in a work of art or an artistic performance: their interpretation lacked soul. • African-American culture or ethnic pride. • short for soul music.3 the essence or embodiment of a specified quality: he was the soul of discretion | brevity is the soul of wit. • an individual person: I'll never tell a soul. • a person regarded with affection or pity: she's a nice old soul.

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       1100 hours. 

       A. What does "regarded as immortal" suggest? In the definition is it immortal or not? I don't like the lack of specifics but they are missing because people do not know whether the soul is immortal or not so to be polite they suggest that it is, to appease both the spiritual/religious people and the agnostic/atheist people.

       B. "A person's moral or emotional nature or sense of identity" is fine but how is that different from one's spiritual heart and mind? Heart and soul could be easily interchanged. 

       Post when applicable. - Amorella

       Mid-afternoon. Lunch at Cracker Barrel with Carol and Gayle. Home and a nap for you while the ladies surveyed the yard potential for new flower placements. - Amorella

       1458 hours. Miss Havisham, from your perspective what would be a good dictionary definition of a human soul?

       Mr. Orndorff, from your perspective what would be a good dictionary definition of a human being? - mh

       1504 hours. I see what you mean. Funny. Ill thought question on my part. Sorry.

       No need to apologize to me for being who you are. mh

       1516 hours. I apologize to Amorella when I feel it is appropriate and polite and out of respect. 

       You should, if it is out of respect. mh

       1519 hours. I agree. I do not always know what is appropriate and polite with Amorella. She seems pretty angelic to me, that is, how she stays with me and helps me through in terms of my writing. Discussions with you, my soul, are through Amorella. I am ever appreciative.

       You do not always know if you are truly appreciative or not, boy. You internally debate the question though, which shows you are attempting to be on the up and up. - Amorella

       1526 hours. Being completely honest with myself is not an easy task. In fact, I cannot always know if I am completely honest with myself or not. It is human not to know if I am completely honest. This is probably one of the main reasons I cannot define what it is to be human other than generalities on genetics and physical behaviors. This brings me back to when in a mystical experience I felt G-D or the Angel of G-D ask: "And, who are you?" or something to that effect. I had no choice but to immediately mentally respond, "I don't know." This is spiritually a very humbling experience. I cannot think of anything more humbling than not knowing who one is. 

       This keeps you innocent, even I know that. - mh

       1538 hours. I am not so innocent. Human beings are basically corruptible. I am no different. 

       Would you defy G-D? mh

       1636 hours. Not with intent. We are not built to defy G-D. Even under Imagination when G-D said, "And, who are you?" I couldn't answer the question. There was no room for me to say anything. I didn't exist in that moment. We are built to be angry with G-D but not to defy G-D. That's my recollection. 

       You could not defy your Concept of G-D. - Amorella

       1642 hours. Yes. I do not know G-D other than my own spiritual sense of G-D. I cannot deny my humanity. This is the reason I am an agnostic. I cannot know. I am not built to know.

       Other human beings know when they have met G-D. They have said so. The event changed their lives. - Amorella

       1647 hours. In this context, I know nothing. I have always had my doubts. I am built to have doubts. People who have no doubts are full of themselves. I am not so full. I do not know better. I know nothing of the sort. I know I am angry. Is it because I am not so full of myself? I don't know. I don't know who I am spiritually. I consider myself to be an existential transcendentalist, a Unitarian Universalist, if you will. But, as a human being, meeting my concept of G-D or an Angel of G-D directly; I know nothing even with a capital N; Nothing. 

       Is G-D Nothing? - Amorella

       These are words not G-D. G-D is not words. With human beings G-D can only be understood to exist with concepts and words. My sense of G-D cannot be understood by me. This is the one reason why I add a dash, to alter the spelling. I am not going to be manipulated into saying I know something when I truly do not know. I cannot know without doubts. This is myspiritual dilemma. What proof do any of us exist as we do without ourselves to come forth and say we do? There is an unreasoning in all this nonsense. We have only ourselves as proof as to who we are. When confronted even with the Imagination of G-D, me, by myself have no proof of anything, not even my own sense of self. Yet, we accept this condition. We have no choice but to accept it. We are totally humbled by the condition. We are innocent of our own being. We know nothing but our existence individually and together as a species. We are built with a humility no other being on this planet has as far as is known, that is what I know about being human. As a spirit alone, I may lose my sense of doubt, but if I do then I will no longer be a human being, I will be a dead human being unconscious of having doubts. I will be transformed. I feel the living cannot be without doubt by definition of being human. Here I am talking about myself again. I cannot define myself without 'talking'. I 'talk' the 'talk' out of the necessity of being alive. At least when dead I will be quiet, thank G-D. At least you, the Reader, do not have to read. I don't blame you for not reading this. You are under no obligation to read this, but I am obligated to share it anyway. No one in their right mind would continue to read a doubter, an agnostic like myself. 

       Stop writing. - Amorella

       Mr. Orndorff cannot do that. Writing is who he is. He cannot deny himself even to you, Amorella. mh

       1727 hours. What is this? Another surprise. Thank you, Miss Havisham, thank you very much.

       I am your soul, Mr. Orndorff. I have no choice, but, you are welcome. mh

       Post. - Amorella

       You drove to Uptown Westerville to check out the cemetery decorations -- there were next to none, then stopped for a small DQ cone just like in the very olden days, sat in the car eating it across from our old high school on State Street, then home. - Amorella

       2110 hours. We did get 48.1 miles per gallon according to the car's computer. It'll be fun keep the stats to see how it is. I measure myself also without using the car's computer to see the differences. There will be some I guarantee it. 

       You always love to keep car stats. You have all your car booklets since your new 1965 VW Beetle. - mh

       2118 hours. Car stats are a fun activity; it is fun to compare the gas mileages and total cost for driving the car from bought to sold (including its price). I will be happy if this car gets an average of more than forty miles per gallon; that will be awesome. It already drives better than the '13 Accord, sportier cornering, more like our '05 Honda Accord but far more comfortable. -- Carol turned on "Rachael Maddow". Time to stop. 

       No problem. Post. - Amorella

133. Notes - sharing is a soul activity / unthought

133. 27 May 2019

       Monday morning. You are facing northeast at Shale Hollow Park. Carol is walking the path. A very pleasant and relatively quiet place but for small talking nearby as the older couple climb up the hill with their walking sticks in hand. Last night before bed you mentioned yesterday's blog to your online Facebook friends -- asking if they had any comments or advice without putting the blog page on your Facebook page. Six friends replied with a thumb's up. You checked and six people had read the blog page last night. - Amorella

       1022 hours. The response gives me some outside myself clarity. I find it a necessity from time to time. It is a beautiful quiet morning in the natural treed woods. A bright male cardinal stops close by and peeps in amongst the thriving undergrowth. It is amazing how much this little Delaware County park's terrain reminds me of the Hocking Hills and it's only five miles away from home. What a nice surprise this place was. 

       Sharing is an activity of the soul not the heart. mh

       1035 hours. Now this is interesting, Miss Havisham. I am thinking of Valentine's Day. Why do people think it is the heart's activity?

       In your culture it is probably because the heart icon with the arrow through it is associated with the day. mh

       Carol returned after about a thirty-minute walk. She is now reading her Coben book after pleasant conversation about the park and the people walking (with more little kids are showing up). - Amorella

       1106 hours. What you need is an icon too, Miss Havisham, that is, one to represent the soul. 

       Your culture has the arrow through the heart representing being struck down with love. I would rather represent friendship, people are not struck down by true friendship, they are as married but not; they have chemistry, a bond. Friends are as amalgamated; stronger together than apart. Friends are stronger than lovers.  mh

       1112 hours. Though I am surprised by your remark, I like the decency in it. I find, without too much trouble, that I agree with you. 

       Post. - Amorella

       You have been home relaxing in the black bedroom lounger. Carol pops in once in a while as does Jadah. - Amorella

       1329 hours. I have been thinking on Miss Havisham's statement: "Friends are stronger than lovers." Many people who are contentedly married for any length of time are friends first, lovers (if that) second. I have to define 'lover' to make sure what I am talking about. 

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lover - noun - a person having a sexual or romantic relationship with someone, often outside marriage.

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       1336 hours. Here's the problem "having a sexual or romantic relationship". I find this confusing the definition. Now I have to look up the difference between sexual and romantic. (I don't think people pay that much attention to what they write or say. Words are supposed to have specific meanings.)

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sexual - adjective 1 relating to the instincts, physiological processes, and activities connected with physical attraction or intimate physical contact between individuals: she had felt the thrill of a sexual attraction.

romantic - adjective 1 conducive to or characterized by the expression of love: a romantic candlelit dinner. • (of a person) readily demonstrating feelings of love: he's very handsome, and so romantic. • relating to love or to sexual relationships: after their romantic relationship ended they became great friends | her romantic adventures | romantic fiction. 

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       1345 hours. The two words 'slide' together in meaning. I wonder which one is on top? That's the rub. Even on the bottom the lover may know who is really on top. The humor of nature or is it the nature of humor? There is always a slippery path whether it's in the grammar or in the biology. It seems to me that if one has a romantic and a sexual relationship she/he has a one-upmanship over having one or the other. What do you think of this, Miss Havisham? Does the soul deal with this sort of thing or is it a mind only or heart only perspective?

       I would deal mostly in the specifics of irony and humor. Irony and humor are a soul's specialty. mh

       1359 hours. Really. I would not have thought this at all. Irony and humor seem like heartanmind togetherness. 

       Irony and humor rise above the level of heart or mind or both together. This is the reason people have trouble defining what humor is. Irony bounces humor up one more level. mh

       1406 hours. I need a break. There is more here than meets the eye. 

       Yes, Mr. Orndorff. Indeed, there is. mh

       Cat got your tongue, orndorff? Post. - Amorella

       

132. Notes. Five categories clarified. Thesis clarified.

132. 26 May 2019

       Late Sunday morning. You had an early lunch with Gayle at the new Scrambler's by Kroger's near Maxtown Road (east) (Polaris Blvd to west) at North State Street in Westerville. Taking the flowers to Otterbein Cemetery was called off because of the scatter of heavy showers. - Amorella

       You had a long nap and you both ran some errands. Presently, you are at Heritage Park facing east to enjoy the west side of the lot shade. Carol is still working on Coben's Darkest Fear. - Amorella

       Mr. Orndorff, I see you are feeling better about the world at the moment. We have Rules, Guidance and Ethics on our list of five categories. - mh

       1648 hours. I cannot think of or imagine what either one would be. I see the three have a broader 'sense' to them and Exceptions comes to mind but if so that would be the fifth one in my reasoning. 

       Wisdom is number four. mh

       1653 hours. This makes sense. Are these categories about making better decisions from the soul rather than from the heartanmind?  

       Yes, they are; and Exceptions is number five. The soul in combination with heartanmind is thought of as a greater part of the spirit, but this is not the way it is. The soul is sometimes considered the 'real' spirit with the heartanmind being shuffled along as a lesser part. This metaphysics is to use the soul as an equal with the added balance of a stronger sense of overall human ethics thus boosting the whole of the spirit. You for example place the soul over the heartanmind by having them enclosed within the soul who is, as such, a protector. That's one of the ways people look at the matter, the soul protects. It is the soul who is cast into Hell or raised into Heaven. It is the soul that is lost or found or somewhere in between. It is time to consciously rise above such thinking. - mh

              

       1707 hours. I have never thought of such a concept. It is hard to think of the heartanmind not being protected by an immortal part. 

       Think of the 'Shell' of the Soul as the protector, think of the 'Shell' as a tortoise shell. Below is copyright free online photo of a beautiful tortoise shell by Jorge Aguilar on [unsplash dot com] will do as an example. Thank you, Mr. Aguilar. mh

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Imagine a spiritual image of the above shell. mh

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       2045 hours. These five categories of personal decision-making through the soul are a more positive and clearer way to make important life changing human decisions than through the heart and mind alone. Is this a correct interpretation Miss Havisham?

       Do not use words or inferences such as 'correct' or 'the right way' because this leads to arrogance. I feel it is one of several better ways to more strongly use the soul as a positive human guidance in one's daily life as well as life changing decisions. The heartansoulanmind is here and now in one's life. The human spirit exists. Does the human spirit exist after physical living? It will or it will not. You, Mr. Orndorff, think of decision making as an existential tool or event whether the decision is minor or major. Everyone has a birth day and a death day. The spiritual soul does not. The spiritual heart does not, and the spiritual mind does not by definition. The human spirit is built to give. What else can it do? The human spirit gives or does not. It adds to the individual's physical self and it has the ability to share with family and friends even after the individual dies. Genetics and history demonstrate this every day. Power may corrupt the individual spirit because it is self-centered. The soul is about sharing or not sharing whether you agree with this or not. mh

       2129 hours. The soul is about sharing or not sharing. This is a rule. 

       It is. mh

       2131 hours. What if I don't agree with your rule, Miss Havisham?

       It makes no difference whether you agree or not. It is a rule of the soul to share rather than not share. The soul is built to share. mh

       Post. - Amorella

       2134 hours. What about free will, Miss Havisham?

       Free will has nothing to do with a soul's rules. It has to do with being human. The soul is the spiritual division of a human being not a human being. mh

       2139 hours. Is the example directly above considered Guidance?

       Yes, it is guidance for you, Mr. Orndorff. It is a demonstration for you alone because I am your soul. mh

       2142 hours. Why am I asked to share my thoughts with others when I don't really care to, one way or another?

       You volunteer because you are interested in being a better human being. mh

       2146 hours. How can I argue with that?

       You cannot because you share by your own free will. mh