120. Notes - Miss Havisham's perspective of AN-ELs

120. 13 May 2019

       Evening. So, we begin with yesterday's unexpected question in unconscious rebuttal to Miss Havisham's "I am your soul". - Amorella

       2213 hours. And, I immediately thought: "If you don't have wings [Miss Havisham], do Angels?" Speaking of Angels -- I have an observation. When conversing with an Angelic form I realize She or He (personified) knows the unconsciousness and thus knows what the person is going to think and/or say before the person does consciously. One cannot deceive an Angelic form in a one on one situation. With an Angel present one cannot deceive herself or himself. This is what I understand/perceive about Angels. This observation also appears to be true when heartanmind confront one's soul. (2226)

       Angels or the personified forms humans call Angels do not have wings. Angels, as I know them, have nothing but they nevertheless exist. I am not a soul unless I have charge of a human-like heartanmind, thus in the invisibility of spiritual nature, I have something, Angels, on the other hand, so to speak, have nothing. - mh

       2235 hours. What then of your poetic passage of Note 117:

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    This Silence stretches from your living embodiment of earthanairanfireanwater to the AN-EL and back again in a Reality Beyond Reality. mh

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       This is my exclamation of the above passage. Your spirit, your heartansoulanmind, moves toward the AN-EL. The AN-EL does not move. The physical body (biochemistry/physics) understands, in the moment, that what is perceived as physically nonreal is spiritually real. This is a Reality not a spiritual reality based on human faith. Human beings, in reality, need faith in themselves to exist in a higher sense of human consciousness. An AN-EL exists entirely separate from human thought and activity. To put it another way, think as an AN-EL and assume the physical world/universe does not exist. Only the soul carrying a heartanmind shows evidence of such an existence on/in a spiritual plane. Anything beyond a soul carrying a heartanmind is not noted. It does not exist to an AN-EL. mh

       2258 hours. This makes sense to me. Interesting. I never thought of an Angel not knowing or needing to know anything about the human spirit beyond a soul carrying a heartanmind that once perceivably 'lived physically'. I accept the reasoning as a plausibility. . .

       . . . just as an AN-EL might perceive 'human consciousness' a reality of memories and experiences, some imagined and some real, but both reacted upon with self-honesty and dignity. (2308)

       You may continue along this pathway until it is no longer spiritually relevant. Post. - Amorella